Ambivalence// GL STORY

CHAPTER 10

LUNA's POV

Ayah's word is my hope, we went inside and Aunt is in Doctor's office maybe to talk things
Ayah's sleeping after taking her medicine
These past few days Ayah's condition is not getting any better
But i know she can fight this
Her mood is suddenly changing, she likes to take a nap and she doesn't like to move too much that's why I'm feeding her often But it's okay for me since i want to take care of her

"Ayah, I know you need rest but Don't sleep too much you might get used to it and want to sleep forever also I want those lips of yours to smile just for me. I'm holding onto your words okay so don't you dare break it cause I'm waiting for you, Hon"

My tears are now falling sh*t Ayah you already made me cry but it doesn't lessen my love for you

"Luna" Aunt Enters

"Yes, Aunt?"

"Ahm- Let's talk outside" she sound serious
We went out and sit on one of the bench

"What is it Aunt?"

"The Doctor says Ayah's Condition is getting worse"
The moment I heard that my tears is forming again

"Aunt, Ayah is Strong she can fight it"

"I know her, those symptoms she's showing these past few days are the sign that it's getting worse so she needed a surgery"

"Then okay, If that surgery is gonna help her survive then do it"

"We only have 40% of chance that she'll survive"

"Aunt, 40% Is still a chance I'll hold onto that and I'll hold onto her words so let's be strong for her because she'll fight for us"

Aunt nodded and Hugs me

"Thank you for being with us, Luna
Thank you for that assurance "

It's been 3 weeks Nothing good happens
I felt like dying while watching her
She's slowly losing her memories, she couldn't talk too much anymore, Her body is getting weak and still she sleep too much she doesn't eat a lot too
It just breaks me that I can't do anything to lessen her pain
Like Ayah Can I take some of your burden away from you
Cause I don't want you to feel all those pain by yourself
Tomorrow is her surgery and I'm here in the church

"I don't want to sound like I'm asking too much but help me, Help my girlfriend to survive her battle, she can't do this without you so please God don't take her away from me just yet, Cause I'm still waiting for her"
I prayed then after that I saw a grandma

"Dear, would you like to buy 'Arabian Jasmine' so that I could pay for the operation of my son"

"I would buy them all ma'am so that I could help your son for his recovery "

"Oh thank you so much, May God bless you and your Loved ones"

"Take care Ma'am "
I smiled and nod at her then she left after that I went back to the Hospital

"Oh Luna, You're here"

"Oh Hi Leah, What are you doing here?"

"My brother is sick How about you? Aren't you the only daughter? Oh perhaps your mom got sick as well?"

"No, no ,no Ahm I'm here for my girlfriend "

"Girlfriend? Don't you mean Boyfriend?"

"I'm sorry SHE might be waiting for me"
I shouldn't waste my time for those people who can't understand
I'm now on her room and Aunt is also sleeping
Also if you (readers) may ask if I come back home the answer is no I asked my mom if i can just sleep here in the hospital and she said yes also because aunt has a job
That's why I'm the only one who can stay with her since i change to online also
I'm just buying my clothes because i don't want to asked my mom to bring my clothes for me
Our School time changed as well
I suddenly saw a mini cabinet next to her bed
Hmm? It's locked? I suddenly got curious onto what is inside of it?
Is she perhaps trying to hide something from me, I hope not
But I shouldn't open something without permission I just sat next to her