Lucky Ones [L.S.]

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12/14

November

"Lou?"

She turns around in the bed to look over at her best friend and hums in response.

"Can I ask you something?"

Fiddling with fingers... little one is nervous.

"Hm go ahead babes." Lou leans forward to press a kiss to her cheek whilst taking Harriet's hand in her. By now, she knows Harriet enough to know when she needs physical comfort.

Which is... a lot. But Louisa doesn't mind. At all.

Green doe eyes blink up at her. "We can talk about everything and anything and it wouldn't be awkward, right?"

"Never." Louisa promises, squeezing her hand trying to comfort her. "It's you and me, Haz. You know you can talk to me about anything."

A sigh of relief escapes her pink lips before she turns a little pink herself. "Um, so like, you're older than me, you have- um, have you ever, you know... touched yourself?"

Louisa let's out a small laugh. "Yes Haz, I masturbate."

She blink at the older girl. "Oh." She bites her lip unconsciously. "Does it really feel good?"

"Yeah it does. Do you?"

"I've thought about it, but I- um, I've never tried. Like I watched porn but I don't think I liked it much. And I didn't know if it's okay or not... I mean mum never talks to me about this stuff, you know, and I don't know how to bring it up because I wanted to have a real conversation with her about all this. And Gemma isn't here, I really miss her, I miss home. And my other friends mostly don't have vaginas, they are all wankers anyways."

She finally looks up from her rambling, tension leaving her shoulders at the fond look she was receiving from Lou.

"You can always talk to me, Za. Don't worry your little pretty head so much." She pulls Harriet closer to her, one hand cuddling her waist, the other running through her hair.

"Why are your boobs so much bigger than mine?" She sighs. "They're so comfy too." She nuzzles further into Louisa's chest to emphasise.

The said chest vibrates as Lou laughs and pulls Harriet's face back to look at her. "We'll see that after 2-3 years. Mine are just cup B, yours will definitely grow into nice D and then you'll whine about having to wear bras all the time and backaches." Her hands come up to cup her almost flat chest, on which Harriet squeals. This level of comfort is new to them and she absolutely loves it even though she can't fully believe that she has this level of openness with her bestie.

But her nipples are already pretty sensitive so she bats Lou's hands away at the earliest.

"Louisa!" Haz almost screams in surprise, swatting Lou's hands away, a smile ever present on her face.

"What? I thought you wanted to be comfortable about everything." With the teasing, Lou tickles her curly headed best friend, who was squirming under her, begging her to stop.

"Lou please, I love you, you're my best bitch, get off me! I'm on my periods!"
Lou gets off her in an instant, first handedly knowing that her best friend has the worst cramps, half the time leaving her in tears.

"Should've told that to me before, babes." She mutters into her neck, spooning Harriet from behind, knowing she loves to be the small spoon, and slips her hands inside Haz's tee to rest them on her lower belly, thumb occasionally caressing her soft skin, knowing that the warmth helps her. "You craving anything? Chocolates? Junk food?"