Yes And No

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by heyitsalex0_0

by heyitsalex0_0

I'm fighting with my brain at the moment

I'm stuck between hating and missing you

I don't hate you in the way you think I might

At least, not anymore

But I also don't miss you the same way

I hate how I can never come to you with my feelings

But I miss when you would come to me with yours

I know this isn't as healthy as it should be

But I still can't put my finger on what's keeping me from leaving or completely forgetting you

Even though I don't want to

But I know if i go back it will still feel the same as it does right now

Just not for you

I miss our late ass talks and stupid jokes

I miss your dumbass laugh and how we could talk about the dumbest things

But I hate how I was imagining all of that

So when somebody asks me "do you miss them" or "do you still love them"

My answer right now would be

Yes and No