I do. (Part one)

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This is my first one shot! I'm nervous, in hopes that y'all like what I write. But I'm hoping for the best!

So to continue..

Including this, I hope y'all enjoy reading what ever I put out! :)

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"I am in love with you."

"Then why do you keep us a secret?"

"Mitch.. You know.."

"No, I don't know. I don't know why I even believe you when you tell me you love me. I don't know why I put on this act for you that I'm happy, Scott, because I'm not. I'm tired of it. I'm sick of wasting my time." He crossed his arms and let tears appear on his waterline.

"Then why do you?"

"Why do I what?"

"Why do you waste your time on me?"

"Because, like you said.. I am in love with you, but I am tired of being treated like I mean nothing to you. I'm tired of us having to hide. I'm tired of our relationship being a secret. I want to be able to say to anyone that I am in love with, Scott Hoying. So why won't you just let it happen? Why are you so scared?"

"I'm scared of losing all the ones I love, Mitch. I'm scared of being neglected by my family. I'm scared of losing the respect people have for me."

"Do you really love me,
Scott?"

"More than anything."

"Then you shouldn't be scared..because you won't lose me." I saw the tears spill over and slide down his faintly pink cheeks as he closed his eyes and let his shaky hand come up to cover his mouth.

"My parents bother me to no end about how I need to find a guy who will treat me right. How it's time for me to get married and find love. But because of your worrying antics, I can't let them know that I am already in love. It's hard lying to my own parents,
Scott. I feel as if you should feel the same way."

"I do. It's not easy telling my mother that, 'I haven't found the one' each and every time. It's not easy coming out to her either."

"It hurts me, and it breaks my heart. You tell me I'm the one, but because you're terrified of things you shouldn't be terrified of..I have every right not to believe you."

"I know." I ran my hands through my messy hair. "I will fix this." I breathed.

"You've been saying that for the last two years, Scott."

"But-"

"But nothing. If you really love someone, you go to extents for them, not hide their existence in loving you back." He let a sob out, his body shaking lightly as he attempted to wipe the tears away. I walked over towards him and started to pull him into my arms.

"I promise, darling. I will fix-" He pushed my chest, causing me to stumble back.

"Don't you dare start that 'darling' nonsense. Don't tell me you love me. And for later on in life, don't make promises you can't keep." He pushed passed me and slammed the door of our bedroom shut.

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Should I continue this, or not?

Thanks for reading!
MWAHH💋
-Kailey.

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