I didn't change thou I put on a cover up robe to match it. My big ol belly was sticking out. I walked downstairs and Lou gave me the eye . Mont girlfriend was in the pool and I decided to join her. A lot more people started arriving and it was getting pack donte Lou cousin was on the grill. I took off my cover up and sat on the edge of the pool. Hey girl I said talking to ava Mont girlfriend. Hi she said look at that belly. He getting big in there I laugh

Why Lou staring over here. I turned around and he moition me to come over. He was siting by the grill, I walk to him grabbing my cover up leaving it open standing in between his legs. He kissed my belly and looked up and kissed me , you okay ? He said. Yeah baby. You think you tanned enough ? Why I asked ? Cause if I see one more nigga staring at you imma shoot this bitch up. I looked up at him. He was so serious .......Baby stop nobody looking at me , they already know who daddy is I whispered in his ear ... I felt both of his hand on my ass and his lips on my neck. Mhmmm I let a moan slip, baby you know that's my spot I whisper. Can y'all go get a room or stop that shit that's how she got pregnant in the first place. My cheeks lit up red . Shut up damn I can love on my lady anywhere I please nigga. I want you ... i said in his ear barely above a whisper. Nope he said pushing me back a little. Say that know I said walking away from him . I sat back down by Ava and she started rubbing my belly . what happen there , she pointed I grab my neck and look back at Lou starring at me . He play too much , maybe he feel like he gotta mark his territory she said laughing . Whatever he knows I am not going nowhere that's gonna be my husband I said watching him talk to Deontae

Lisa I looked at her walking up to Lou I will usually turn up but  imma see how this shit  play out . I sat in the water kicking my feet . I look back over and both of them was gone. I got up slowly trying not to panic. I am about 8 months next week I'll be 9 so I am not tryna get myself angry or worked up.       I walk passed dontae and he grab me , ma where you going he ask me with a more concerned look . Looking for your brother you seen him . He told me he was going to bring some more liquor up , he told me to keep a eye on you . I try walking in the house but he grab me . Mont get off me. Sis please just take a seat . I snatch away from him and started checking the house since his car was still out there.     With every walk my heart thumped and my cramps started getting worse. I hear commotions coming from the bathroom & I prayed when I open the door that Lou would not be behind this door. I twisted the knob , and seen Lisa on her knees giving my Lou my baby daddy the love of my life head . I open the door wide enough so he can see me

With every walk my heart thumped and my cramps started getting worse. I hear commotions coming from the bathroom & I prayed when I open the door that lou would not be behind this door. I twisted the knob , and seen Lisa on her knees giving my Lou my baby daddy the love of my life head . I open the door wide enough so he can see me. Lou !!!!!! He looked like a deer caught in headlights. I can't I started sobbing the cramps started getting worse and I walked away before he can say anything to me . My heart was broken and I didn't wanna hear anything he had to say . Not a word , baby I am sorry he pleaded . I walk up stairs to change my clothes crying uncontrollably.

I grab my keys and Lou was at the room door tryna to stop me from leaving. I hate you , I never in my life been so humiliated. I walked past him and down the stairs making my way to my truck. Ry please baby I am sorry I wasn't what you think.

Lou fuck you I am done I never wanna see you again , you coulda stayed where you was at and at this moment I wish you was Dead I got in my car starting it up heading to my apartment .

I finally got there crying historically and incomplete denial that he ever loved me. Getting out the car it was a even bigger box of roses and just one black one in between. I figured I'll grab some clothes and head to my parents house even thou my dad is the last person I wanna see right now. I kick the flower over , holding my stomach i dont know why but I felt like Lj was coming soon . I grab his bag and my hospital bag and head towards my parents house

2weeks later .

Baby those are contractions soon as your water break imma taken you to the hospital . Get up and try to walk around a little you been in that same spot since last week .

Mom please okay , I can't take this you doing to much you talking to much just let me breathe i feel like my back is breaking and my pussy is bouts to fall out.   

Hunny just give her some space , thanks dad I said turning back over rocking . Lou called for you I told him that you was busy again he also came by and drop these off for you . I don't want it and don't bring that no good ass nigga name up to me again . Just leave me alone everybody please damn . I got up and walked into the living room in the basement and sat there flipping threw the channels tryna take my mind off the fact that me and Lou will be co parents and I am fine with that . We don't have to speak unless it has something to do with lJ

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