Omggg maaa I cant I said crying , I can't it hurts so bad I said rushing in her room. Suddenly a gush of water spilled from in between my legs . Okay sweetie calm down hunny get ry bag and the baby bag it's baby time she said excited.
Somebody call Lou please tell him the baby coming & to meet us at the hospital. My little sister came running downstairs and I am guessing she was on the phone with Lou letting him know it was time . Somebody please help me I said tryna get my shoes on.
Hospital
Lou walk in the room and my heart fluttered and my stomach got butterflies and a smiled went across my face , soon i remember everything that happen and saddens took over my face and I tired so hard not to let the tears fall . I haven't seen him since that day and it was so hard to cope with because I still love every ounce of this man.
You ready he said coming over rubbing my stomach , yeah he coming really sooonn omg another contraction. I am never getting pregnant again I swear I said crying . Baby look I never meant to do this too you and I am so sorry for what went down that day and - shut the fuck up Lou I don't give a fuck about what you saying because where done . This is about our son because me and you will never be , my mom the doctors and my sister all look at me . Don't ruin this moment okay I said nodding so he can get the point.
Yeah Ryan I got it ,
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2:34a.m. Lamarcus Karl Banks
3days later ( Lou's house)
He convinced me to come back , Lj got his own room but he'll mostly sleep with me . Lou carry the last couple bags in the house and I walked into the guest room . Man I am tired , I said getting up from the bed . You want me to get him and you could relax for a little ? Ah yeah please that will be nice . Okay he picked up Lj and walked out the room . I took a shower putting up his clothes unpacking bags . I haven't talk to Lou that much just about the baby.
I laid in the bed and woke up in pain my breast hurt so bad . I got up looking for Lou and him as lj was sleeping . I looked and them both and got a little teary eyed , looking at my boys and before I could wake him Lou opened his eyes looking up at me . what's wrong ? I just I just wanted to feed the baby my boobs hurts & I knows he's hungry. Okay here he got up walking him to me.
I walked back towards my room and started feeding a know fully woke lj . I stared at the wall in deep thought , Ry you good I snapped up and look at Lou in his boxer and nothing else . damnnn .... I watch him smirked and realize what the fuck I was doing . Yeah I am fine I was just thinking that's all . Okay you want me to get him or you got him ? I got him , he's okay thanks thou. Okay he turn to walk away and all I want to him to do was hold me ...
