29 - Anything...

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Ally's P.O.V.

I didn't understand. I just couldn't wrap my head around on how someone could commit an atrocity like that knowing well that it would kill them. I wasn't trying to find an excuse for her actions, but I at least wanted to find something that would allow me to understand in the most minimal way why she did it. But I couldn't find one because no decent human being would ever try to murder someone else.

Seung-mi is a psychopath.

There were so many emotions running through me these past few days. I was disappointed, confused, anxious, but most of all, I was angry. Angry with what she did to me when all I ever did was try to be her friend. Is this the 'thanks' that I deserved?

But even now as I look at her during practices, I feel my blood boil up at just the sight of her. I carefully watch how she laughs with all her friends and carries on with her life as if nothing happened. That's what angers me the most.

She didn't care or felt guilty in the slightest bit.

Looking at her now, I wanted to slap her, yell at her, and beat the hell out of her, but I knew that I had to be the bigger person and not lower myself to her level.

Even though I was filled with rage, I couldn't push myself to do something about it. Even if I did, what could I do without evidence? I would just seem pathetic confronting her without anything to back me up. All I could do now is stay away from her and hopefully nothing else happens.

After discovering the truth, Yoongi paid me a little visit to talk about the incident, but I wasn't really up to talk about it. I honestly don't remember much of the conversation since I was still in disbelief, but I'm able to remember clearly how he urged me to tell Jungkook about it.

Now that was another problem. I didn't want to tell him nor do I have plans to do it because I knew that it would make the situation worse since he would get involved. Also, there was nothing that he could do, just like how Yoongi couldn't do anything without getting the company involved.

There were so many things on my mind lately that I've been feeling so stressed out lately. I haven't been giving my best in practice for the past few days, including today. But it was finally the end of the day and I could go home and rest.

Opening my bag, I start to put away all of my belongings as I get ready to leave. Once I have everything ready, i'm about to start heading towards the exit when my instructor calls out for me. Turning around to face her, I see her already making her way towards me.

We had a little conversation, but something in me told me that having a chat wasn't all she wanted to do. There was something else and for some reason I was feeling anxious. She was about to say something else before she stops herself and calls out for the one person who made uncomfortable.

As I stand there, I watch as she carefully finishes up whatever shes doing through the mirror in front of me. I knew that this was something bad. Once she heads over to where the both of us are, our instructor proceeds to talk.

"I just want to start off by telling you girls how amazing you both are, but I was hoping if you guys could work just a little more on the break dance that you two do together. You know, make it more powerful than it already is. Maybe you two can work outside of practice a bit."

This was the last things that I needed. I wanted to refuse and give an excuse as to why I couldn't, but I was just a trainee and I already missed a few days by being in the hospital.

"Of course." I force out a small smile at my instructor as the returns one back to me.

"No problem!" Seung-mi responds.

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