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After taehyung's concert yoongi go back to his home, he's there in his room crying like there's no tomorrow.

After cursing, crying and shouting he finally stopped, breathing heavily, voice raspy with a sore throat from crying and shouting, he walk towards his piano room or should i say studio, he have a studio 'cause yoongi is not just like the other people with a simple life, yoongi is an artist too just like taehyung, he's quite popular for his rap's, he's a rapper,  obviously, and the song's he wrote have a deep, hidden meanings each of them, yoongi wrote the songs base on his emotions while writing the song that's why his song's have meanings but right now he's not gonna write a song, he'll sing his favorite song, yoongi memorized the song and he's glad he did, he wanted to sing the song with his piano and he's sure as hell, he'll cry while singing it, he swear.

While playing piano obviously he was singing the 'can i be him' song while crying, tears streaming down his face, he let it all out, he can feel the pain in his body, he loved that person but that person didn't even notice his feelings, why would he even notice it when he already love someone else, that's when yoongi realized he didn't have a chance, that's when yoongi felt the need to forget his feelings for the male, he can't love someone who already have a lover unless he still have a chance to be his lover.

"Should've think of it earlier, i need to forget this fucking love for him, i need to move on and get over him, he already have a lover yoongi, Do you want to ruin their happy relationship just because of your stupid feelings? No, You can't break their relationship just because you need him, Just because you love him. Yoo....yoongi he can't love you back, he already loved someone else, be happy for them, please, if you love him you'll be happy for him. I badly wish im that someone" yoongi rants to himself while crying after finishing the song. He's broken into pieces knowing he didn't have a chance to be his crush lover. He love him for ten years for hecks sake 'my heart burns like fire', what an unfair world.

"I...i've love you since the first time we met, when you jump into my room from my window saying you needed to hide 'cause your bullies chasing you, that's when i knew i've love you at first sight but.....why'd you choose my friend over me? Im the one who know you more 'cause you're my best friend, right? i'm the one who supported you in your career, i'm the one who's cheering you up when you were nervous being a singer, i'm the one who supported every concert you've been, i'm the person who loved you with my whole heart, i gave you everything yet you still choose him over me, why? Why'd you choose him when i'm the person who's with you all the time? am i not enough for you? am i too ugly for you? why did you choose him? Yeah he's handsome and lovely but you just met him and after a few weeks you guys are already dating? you left me behind. Did you really abandoned me just like that? You just talked to me when you need or want something from me.
why did you change all of sudden tae? Is it because of jk? When you guys have been together, you changed, you forgot the things we usually do before you met him, why taehyung? Why? Why would you do this to me tae?"
Yoongi sigh.
"I miss you tae, i miss cuddling you, i miss kissing those cheeks of yours, i miss laughing with you, i miss having movie marathon with you, i miss the times when im down, just like now, you're always there to comfort me, i miss the things we usually do taehyung, and i miss the taehyung i've known before, i just hope you're here whenever i need you tae, i really need you kim taehyung."
Yoongi burst out before he walk lazily towards his bed slowly laying on it and immediately drown out, sleeping with a heavy heart.