max: mike, what's wrong?
mike: i'm scared
max: what happened, did something happen with will?
mike: no
max: wheeler, tell me right now or i'll tell your parents
mike: bro they dead, dead dead.
max: oops. sorry. what's wrong tho? u ok?
mike: i'm falling hard and fast for will and i'm scared. it's fun being in a relationship but what if we don't work out? yk what if will gers tired of me and realises i'm just... broken and incapable of sharing exactly how i feel for him.
max: it's okay. listen, will isn't going to get tired of you, and you're not broken. maybe ask your sister if you can get therapy. i know you need it, mike, and there's no shame in it. what your parents did was shitty.
mike: i shouldn't bother you with this, i'm sorry, you and the rest of the party have it worse than i do.
max: mike..
mike: i'm gonna go to sleep, goodnight mayfield
mike put his phone on the charger and tried falling asleep.
do i need therapy?
they shook that thought out of their head. no i'm fine. i just overreact.
after about ten minutes of trying to fall asleep, mike gave up, praying someone in the group chat is awake at almost one a.m. curse my friends and having regular sleeping schedules.
mike: is anyone awake?
el: i am.
mike: thank god, i need someone to talk to
el: is everything okay?
mike: yeah, i'm fine. don't worry. i just can't sleep.
el: me neither. i'm working on that project for chemistry
mike: oh, are you busy?
el: not really, max was helping me with it some before she went home.
mike: ah, alright.
dustin: can you guys stfu i'm trying to sleep y'all are blowing up the gc💀
mike: sorry dusty, not my fault i can never sleep haha
dustin: you need serious help
will: i agree with dustin
mike: on which one?
will: mike, you do need help. no offense but i do think you need therapy. nothing wrong with that. i'm in therapy
el: i agree with will and dustin.
mike sighs, does he really need therapy? dustin, max, el, even will all said that he needs therapy. wait, wills in therapy?
mike: will, are you okay? why are you in therapy?
will: i have trauma lmfao
lucas: kys all of you, you woke me up.
mike: ok
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