day 22,
i'm keeping the apartment.
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my entire body ached when i woke up the next day, and i felt like shit. i felt horrible, i couldn't think of anything that could help me feel better except if he were here with me still. but that's quite obviously impossible.
i sighed, looking at the large bed, that i barely took up any space in. his side was completely untouched.
i still didn't know what to do about the lease and apartment. i didn't want to leave ever because this was our home. but i had to leave if i ever wanted to get over him.
i groaned, making my side of the bed and put the plush llama and lion back where they go.
then i finished up straightening the room up, then proceeding to go into the lounge, where i laid in his spot, again.
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i woke up, but i didn't remember when i fell asleep. it was around 6pm, and i had nothing to do, again.
i looked in the pantry and the cupboards, but found nothing to eat. i sighed, picking up the phone to order another pizza, for the third time this week.
i cried a little when he accidentally asked where he was. but he just gave me a hug and said it was a free meal again. i thanked him, and sat on the couch, barely eating my food, just drinking again.
and thankfully, i came to the conclusion that i would keep the apartment, i had to.
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Fanfiction500 days. Phil's boyfriend Dan, dies in an accident, which Phil takes horribly. 500 days later, he's still texting Dan's phone, telling Dan what's happening. Even when he feels like he can't, he always writes to his love. Warning: this story can be...
