Memoriae of Forgone Hearts

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February 23, Wednesday
11:02 PM

URL: https://www.futureme.org

FutureMe

Write a Letter to the Future

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Dear FutureMe,

- entry #54

hi, faein. today was really an emotionally tiring day, a scary one actually.

you know, i was really looking for this day to be somehow good, dagdag pa na sabay kami ni cai papasok, sana. pero baliktad pala. i have so many what ifs right now. what if nagpahatid na lang kami sa family driver? what if tumingin na lang sana ako sa paglalakad? what if i got hit by that motor? ano nang mangyayari sa 'kin? would i die? almost.

i don't know but i found it a bit funny. oras ko na ba ngayon na mawala? because before when i was having a hard time, thinking na hindi ko na kaya. i 'do' it and i was really frustrated na hindi ako natutuluyan. but then later on realized that there is still something in this life, thanks to cai for saving me. and enlightening me.

i hope by that time na mababasa mo 'to, hindi mo na rin ginagawa o sinusubukan. don't ever, please. even if the world is still hard on you, huwag. let Him decide when will be that time.

i love you. have a great night kahit na ganito ang entry today :") don't worry, i'm okay and didn't have any bruises.

your past self,
the 16 years old shadace.

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