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My heart pounds painfully

in my chest

as sweat cakes my hands

and dampens my forehead.

I clutch onto my pencil for dear life

as my eyes scan the sheet of paper

and the array of symbols,

letters, and notation

that seems so foreign to me.


My right leg bounces

with such aggression,

anxiety,

panic.

My jaw is locked,

teeth grinding against

one another.

I can feel my eyebrows furrowing

in worry

as my lips quiver

with such intensity.


My breath

catches in my throat.

I can't seem

to inhale

or exhale.

The symbols become blurry,

my mind becomes blank,

and in the midst

of the transition

from one song

to the next,

I hear my name.

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