another day another "let's follow my alive girlfriend because im a ghost now" time, i know it sound weird but that's just what i do, my soul seems restless everytime everyday and i don't know why so i just follow them everywhere because yes.
i followed them as they walked towards my grave, i watched them slowly sit down bringing their knees to their chest, low sobs escaping their mouth as they bowed their head down to their knees resting it their as they continued to sob and cry.
they do that everytime they visit me, well basically everyday, it pains me to think that my loss impacted them deeply, i want to hug them,i want to comfort them, i want to make them feel safe, i want to be with them again but i couldn't do anything, all i did was watch them silently nothing else for i am just a ghost, untouchable and unseen by their naked eye.
a person walked towards them crouching next to them, i say him open his mouth to start a conversation with them, he stood up looking at the direction i am in, beside y/n he looked at my direction as if he could see me but no he can't, he reached out his hand to help them stand up, i watched as they grabbed his hand as they stood up dusting their shorts.
"you know you shouldn't be crying like that right?" "baji-san wants you to be happy, so please stop crying he wouldn't want to see you like this right?"
i watched in jealousy as he wiped their tears with his bare fingers i saw them nod in approval to his sentence, yes he's right i don't want to see them like this nor my alive self would want to see you with someone else but it can't be helped.
he, mitsuya takashi, is a nice person, what he said was right i want them to be happy but i don't think i could handle watching them be happy with someone else.
"i don't know why he did that to himself"
"it's all my fault, i just stood there watching, i couldn't do anything"
"im such a coward" they said, love none of it was your fault it was my decision to do it, please stop blaming yourself
"y/n that's not true, none of it was your fault please stop blaming yourself" it was as if my words came out of his mouth i watched as he held them in his arms patting their head in reassurance..i used to do that too yk haha *cries in the corner*
the both of them seemed closer than before, that's kinda sus lol jk anyways - it's good that they have someone to lean their head on and to talk comfortably to, again he's a pretty nice person after all not to mention attractive (😁😁😎😎) bestie i entrust them to you, take care of them if you won't i'll hunt you until your last breath ☺️
bold of me to say that as if im tough enough to "let them go" hahahahaha lmao very funny very funny .
author ; part of this chapter (last part) was a joke i was bored
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wandering ghost || k. baji
Fanfiction"i am only a ghost watching over you, living life with you merely as a wandering soul - a wandering ghost." a short story that revolves around keisuke baji's journey as a ghost witnessing the growth of his alive significant other. written ; 8/2/22...
