"a letter i couldn't write"
to my dearest and most lovable y/n,
i don't know how to start this to be honest, i have hurt you so much and i have to admit that, i have seen you suffer, cry, and mourn all throughout the days of my wandering soul. and most importantly, i have seen you find happiness, i have seen you smile once again.
i may have started this really sad hehe my bad.
words can not express how i am grateful, very very very very grateful to have you as my lover in the life i have lived, you have brought so much joy and happiness to my living days, you ARE sunshine to me, my source of joy, my motivation, my energy, my everything. you mean so so much to me, you ARE everything to me, and you still are, even though i am merely a soul watching over you.
the time i spent with you left me with no regrets, all of the time i spent with you, dead or alive, has and will always bring me happiness. i really enjoy rekindling the memories that we have spent, the time that we cherished - that i cherished - all the dates, your endless scolding and lectures, the teasing, the motorbike rides, the healing up my wounds, and of course, the hugs and the kisses. how i wish i could feel those again.
i couldn't tell or show you how much i love you back when i was still breathing and living, and i regretted it wholeheartedly. if i had the chance to stand up from my casket and tell you how much i love you since the very beginning, i would. if i had the chance to stand up with my dying body and walk over to you, i would. i would do all the things, all the impossibles for you. i would even manipulate heaven and hell to bring me back to life for you - but i can't do that, now that you're with someone else.
my dearest y/n, as i am "writing" this to you, i am slowly dissipating off the face of your world and by that i must end this letter even though i dont want to yet.
y/n, the love of my life, how i wish to be your significant other once again in the next life the universe will give me, how i really wish to be yours once again, how i really wish to be with you in another lifetime where we could just peacefully love each other. my dearest y/n, thank you for the time you have spent with me, i must bid my final goodbye to you, i wish you the happiest times of your life, i wish you great love from your peers and especially from takashi, i will forever look out for you, i will forever remember you and how i loved you truly.
this has been a journey, my journey as a living human and as a wandering ghost.
i love you, and i forever will
love,
keisuke
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wandering ghost || k. baji
Fanfiction"i am only a ghost watching over you, living life with you merely as a wandering soul - a wandering ghost." a short story that revolves around keisuke baji's journey as a ghost witnessing the growth of his alive significant other. written ; 8/2/22...
