Heartbreak hotel / Austin butler x fem reader

Five

⚠️tw:Ed

It was absolutely beautiful this hotel had a marble floor and it was all in the colors black white and red I loved it it kind of matched my vibe I didn't like colors most of the time only if it's a special day or something like that I checked in and went too my room and it was beautiful it really was the wals where black the bed was red and the furniture was white I really love it it's amazing once I was settled in I decided too listened too some Elvis music I scrolled to my Spotify to find one of my older playlist with longs like viva Las Vegas,are you lonesome tonight, tutti frutti and if I can dream I was listening too the lyrics this time really listening and just taking the words in me to get an idea of Elvis to know how to act like precilla around Elvis if this even makes sense I was just listening when heartbreak hotel started playing and while listening this hotel and the hotel in the song gave of the same vibe it was a bit late when i suddenly get a text from Austin
Austin

Today

Uhm het sage sorry to
Bother you but do you
Want me too pick you up
Tomorrow so we can
Go to set together???
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Hey Austin if you want to it
Would be verry nice:))

Okay I'll pick you up at 8:45
Since we have to Ben on set
At 9:30
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Okay I'll see you then
Bye bye

Bye sage see you then
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ARARAGSGSGAFSFAFf this man is so cute he litterally thought about picking me up for you I might be over reacting but i dont fucking care it was soo nice I went on my phone a little longer because I was really bored I then decided to read one of my books that I had laying around it was about Elvis it is one of the most interesting books I've read about him so far (the book is called "op zoek naar Elvis"its Dutch but it had allot of information and also interviews with for example the colonel his wife)I was reading and reading and reading it was verry addictive and interesting I got too the part about Elvis and Lisa-Marie that was the really interesting part for me because of my role there was a picture and I swear that he looked like a vampire I laughed my ass off it was too funny u looked if I had special things too do the next days then I saw that in 3 days my parents died 3 years ago they died when I was 23 and let's just say it wasn't the best fase of my life I was kind of depressed I had allot of anxiety in traffic and it was annoying the only things I trusted to use as a way of transportation was my legs and boy my horse of course thinking of boy I really miss him because I almost have no time to go to him I'm trying to visit weekly and I have someone who takes care of him and rides him so that's okay now I am just sitting lonely in my room just thinking nothing more nothing less I don't know if it's thinking or over thinking I almost forgot about the situation I'm in right now I mean I lost a boyfriend and best friend at the same time and there probably together right now I do get him I mean she was beautiful she was like a man's dream girl I mean she was 1,70 the perfect height her curves were in all the right places and had a perfect waist it was not too thin not too fat a perfect hourglass shaped and then you had me a slightly smaller girl I wasn't as skinny as her sure I wasn't fat but next too her I definitely felt like that I also had curves but but they were not as big and perfect as hers now that he chose her over me I am getting more insecure by the second I've been in this place before she was getting allot of attention from everyone and I was just in the background that how I got my Ed it started failing a at a pretty long time ago but I still have some relapses but they last about a week so that's okay ig it was pretty late but I wasn't tired at all I started overthinking again
What if no one ever liked me
What if everyone knew each other and were pranking me
What is my parents faked there death to get rid off me
What is boy suddenly dies
What is baz found a better actress for precilla
What if Austin hates me but covers it up because he can't be rude to his co worker
What if Andreas never loved me
How long were Andreas and Lynn a thing
How long have they been lying
We're they ever not lying
Was this there plan all along
Why does the world hate me right now I want too fucking cry I can't do this this is too much right now someone please kill me already wel my plead for help did not work I instead got on my phone a little longer when I decided to click on google and look between the drama that was "recommended for me" well as I did I saw Austin on the picture "actor Austin butler and his girlfriend Vanessa hudgens are at the edge of a break up after Vanessa got caught cheating multiple times"
HOLD UP WAIT WHAT no non no poor austin  was that why he acted the way he acted this is too sad I can't no I feel bad he didnt deserve this att all

Austin
Today

Okay I'll see you then
Bye bye

Bye sage see you then
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Austin are you okay

Awnser me please I'm worried

And then I lay awake almost the whole time worrying and overthinking as always

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So sorry for the short chapters I just had a vacation and I'm not back in my schedule so I'm really sorry