Heartbreak hotel / Austin butler x fem reader

Eleven

I got ready to go to bed so Iooked like a fucking trash can without my make up and can't clothes now austin had too see me like tis I hated it I mean look I'm not ashamed of how I look without glamour but I started wearing make up at a verry young age because I wasn't verry confident like at all quite allot kinds used me too later make fun of me and that stuff I was most of the time alone at home with the maid and cook I loved them they were more parents than that my actual parents could be because of there work the maid her name was Marie and the cook his name was nick they were absolutely amaizing but since my parents were always on business trips they were quite Rich and the kids took advantage of that allot and later bully me for how my parents weren't around and because I looked different I had brow curly hair and they all had blonde straight hair and their eyes were blue mine were a sort of green mixed with grey I was a little smaller then them not much but still a little I think about an inch or something like that but that didn't matter to them I walked out of the bedroom while Austin was just sitting on the bed I sat down next too him because we didn't discuss who would sleep on which side "oh hey sage" Austin said looking up from his phone "hi"I said with a smile "who is going to sleep on which side of the bed"I asked him a few seconds later "I don't really care I sleep right most of the time but i can sleep left too"he said sweetly "wel I sleep left most of the time so that's great" I said with a pretty big smile "I'll get ready see you later"he said walking too the closet realizing that there is only my clothing and that he didn't bring any "what's the problem" I asked after seeing him just stand there "well Uhm i don't have my pajama with me I don't have anything" he said kind of stressed "hey hey it's okay I have a pair of pretty large sweatpants" I said trying to calm him I kind of forgot about the way I looked so I was more comfortable around him then before I stood next too him and handed him my biggest pair of sweats wich I stole from my ex once but that's beside the point "here are some sweats in the bathroom there is a toothbrush from the hotel in a small bag that one hasn't been used you can use that is you want"I said "thank you so so so much for this sage" he said it was so goddamn cute "no problem" I said and hugged him after that I walked to bed and I was so tired I fell asleep almos immediately

Austin pov

She gave me a hug it was so sweet yeah I know it's just a hug I mean we've already kissed but still it was such a cute gesture and I loved it I looked at my self in the mirror i still had too get used too the black hair even though I have it black for a pretty long time playing Elvis was definitely a dream come true i remember when I was little my mom and I danced together too his music Elvis and me kind of looked like each other Elvis his mother was his best friend wel my mom was also my best friend they both died way too young Elvis was 23 when his mother died and so was I it was pretty weird too think about everything I still miss her some times I have a panic attack because I don't know what to do and can't talk too her she would always help me with acting and everything I really miss her sage kind of reminded me of her they both are so positive in life they both enjoyed the small thing I love that about sage she just loves the little things it's so cute I hate the way that I'm crushing on my co worker this felt so illegal when I was done in the bathroom I cleaned up and left she was already deep asleep she looked so peaceful I went too lay beside her and decided to scroll on insta when I was some of those annoying gossip accounts but the I saw a picture of sage with the title
"sage white broke up with Andreas and is moving on quick with co star austin butler" oh wel great the first gossip about us I mean the whole account was verry vague it had all type of gossip I hated them posting false information I kind of wanted it to be true though I mean she is really nice and also really pretty in my eyes she was just perfect nothing more nothing less I wanted too know if there would b emote gossip about me and sage so I searched it for fun and damn that were many things way more the I expected some of them had the most cruel titles I felt so so so bad "sage white is being a bitch towards Andreas " "is sage white in a secret affair with her co worker austin butler" "Andreas feels like he's a 2nd place too sage since Austin butler stole his place as number one" were one of the most hieuwen titles none of 'em were true but it still hurt knowing they portrayed sage like that I felt so bad and sick to my stomach why are people such a bitch after a while I closed my phone out if pure disgust the names they were calling her where just so sad I did not like the way they talked about her

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Wel Uhm sorry for no post yesterday I was watching Elvis and me for about an hour when I was too tired so I'm really sorry please give suggestions I don't really like this chapter tbh