Nine teen

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Hey everyone so so so sorry for nog posting I had some shit but I really tried I mean I have 5 tests a week so I have to learn and that takes allot of time and I also need some time for myself so I'm doing my best bye bye have fun reading

Austin pov (it was morning here okay😌)

I woke up wich surprised me actually I mean I didn't think I'd fall asleep I was so mad at the world including myself I mean it was my fault that she left me in the first place and that's when dacre took his chance I mean if it were the opposite I'd do the same but it stil hurts I spent the night on my balcony most of the time also smoked a few cigarettes u think 2 or 3 so it wasn't far too bad wel i know it's not good but atleast I calmed down again but after my lack of sleep I kind of needed an caffeine boost and what better then a Starbucks trip at 9 in the morning wel I knew allot of things
sleeping
Sleeping with sage next too me
Cuddling with sage
I know this sounds clingy as fuck but it's true I never really thought I'd miss someone that bad after losing my mom
I k ow if she looked down at me right now she's be quite disappointed in everything that happened with sage I know for sure she would love her but sadly enough she won't be able to meet her for a long long time let's just hope another 50/60 years but even if she would still be alive sage was mad at me for a reason so she probably wouldn't want too meet my mom in that state god I really fucked this shit up
I decided to go inside the Starbucks and ordered sage her normal order just as some kind of a reminder of her I felt pathetic to say at least I sat there in peace for I think one whole minute when 2 girls noticed me and screamed "omg Austin!!!" Wel that was my minute of peace after that allot of girls noticed me but they also left again when I was about to walk out I saw someone with a hoodie over their head I couldn't see their face but I saw one pretty long piece of quite curly hair when they looked at me for a split sencond i recognized that hair it was sage her hair she was walking away so I went after her and try to talk to her but when u was about to reach her and call her name she stepped in a taxi just before I reached her I decided to follow the taxi yes I know I'm a stalker but I just needed to talk to her I needed to hear her voice
But not her angry voice
The voice that she used to talk to when we were alone
And then not her talking to dacre with that voice
But to me just us too
Just talking nothing else
Just discussing what happened
I highly doubt that she will even let me talk to her but atleast I could try right

It was 10:30 I already had to be on this set
Sage was gonna be here soon hee taxi driver took a weird route to set so many took my normal way because I got scared

Anyways I have the whole dag on set to talk to her I saw that we had a break together but dacre didn't do i was quite happy I realized that was gonna be the Time i mean I had some annoying scene the scene right before Elvis got sent of to the army were they cut and shaved allot of his hair i kind of felt bad I mean his hair was like a thing that people thought of when they thought of him in most of the scenes till now I didn't have to really wear a wig but for this I did I liked my hair length just a little king but not too long not like the long hair phase that was just just it was a hologram okay we don't talk about it

Anyways I have the whole dag on set to talk to her I saw that we had a break together but dacre didn't do i was quite happy I realized that was gonna be the Time i mean I had some annoying scene the scene right before Elvis got sent of to the army...

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(BAHAHAHAHSGGA THIS PICTURE IM SORRY AUSTIN BUT THIS IS NOT YOUR BEST PICTURE btw for some reason one friend thinks I look like austin in this picture🥲ant they call him rat😂😭)

But after we filmed the scene which went good first time I had a break and I thought that sage would be in the dressing room and I needed to go there because of that wig but I didn't care if I got to see her damn I was a simp but that wasn't verry new I knocked on the dressing room I heard sage her voice telling me I could come in so I did and said hello for the first time in a long time "oh hey it's you" she said she didn't sound happy but also not mad it kind of gave me hope but u decided to start with a akward basic question "yeah it's me....how are you?" I said "why do you wanna know"she asked annoyed "because we work together and we need to talk" I said more straight to the point then I planned to "well okay talk" she said without emotion "am I allowed to talk about what happened?" I asked not wanting to fuck up again
And she nodded "okay girat I am sorry what I said is unforgivable and I regret my word choices verry bad and I shouldn't have hid things from you and I should have talked to you about it and I feel so dumb for lying and when you left I realized that you grew close to me and I felt like an absolute dick the past days so I just wanted to say this and I know that I shouldn't have done what I did " I said sometimes making eye contact sometimes looking at my feet after my whole speech I looked at her face for emotion I saw allot of emotion but i didn't knew which ones she looked like she wanted to slap me but also like she was about to cry she stood up and came closer to me I didn't know what I was feeling

She stood not so far away from me when I wept her hand collide with my cheek she slapped me not verry hard and even if she did she had the right too "that was for the way you hurt me" she said and before I could say anything else she... hugged me? I didn't understand I mean I didn't complain "and this is because you tried too apologize and really tried "she said softly stil holding me I gently wrapped my arms around her body I felt her smile I was to happy I forgot about the fact that I'd just been slapped across the face
I also forgot about dacre
"You know what I like about you" sage said I was verry surprised too say at least "no I don't actually" I said with a laugh
"you give a hug with emotion its not just wrapping an arm around somebody like what dacre does he just wraps his arms around me but you actually give of emotion this sounds verry stupid I think but it's true" sage said stil holding onto me I smiled so hard "well I believe that a hug isn't worth anything if you don't mean it" I said looking down at her and she looked up at me "you know I'm stil mad at you" she said with a smile "and you have all right too be" i said and looked at her with a smile

Sage pov

He looked at me with that smile I knew I should be mad at him but u couldn't not at him not after everything he said to me "will you not look at me like that I can't be mad at you like that" I laughed and he smiled

I had my boy back
Even though he wasn't mine

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Heyyy so Uhm school is draining and I have a vacation rightnow and I had to many test the past few weeks so bye if you have something to say comment and please vote if you didn't

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