Heartbreak hotel / Austin butler x fem reader

Fitfhteen

Austin pov and throwback😋

She walked out she just walked out mad angry and sad fucking hell what happened okay i fucked up really really bad after a few seconds I opend the door just too see her debating if I should call out but j did not I stood there freezed on my spot slowly walking back closing the door and falling down on the bed

Shit austin you fucked up
First you don't tell her about rumors
Second when she found out you acted like you knew nothing
Third she found out about the comment
Fourth you start an argument about your own fault
And fifth you start talking about her dad

Damn this is fucked up j just realized what I said I literally said something hurtful about her dad but what probably hurt the most was everything she said I know it's my fault so I shouldn't feel hurt but she apparently trusted me and then she talked about how she thought out of all people I wouldn't do something like that since I lost my mom when I was 23 and she lost her mom and dad at that age and I hurt her I just wanted too comfort her and kick myself for being such an ass hole I don't know what the fuck had gotten in to my head I kind of wanted too ask the receptionist for her hotel room but it probably wouldn't make things better then I realized we had too film tomorrow and that we had to film everything too the viva Las Vegas x toxic mix and maybe later also the wedding and honeymoon scene shit shit shit this is fucked up baz is totally gonna notice this fucking hell I just kept laying in my bed trying not to cry because I don't deserve too cry she does I was the one that mad her cry austin why you gotta be such a bitch I went on insta and saw a few posts that were interesting soo I liked them then I saw a picture with text on it but the picture was of sage in a fucking club but that wasn't the worst thing she was with darce Montgomery also an actor from the movie he played steve aka one of Elvis his 'hippie friends' but she seemed quite a bit tipsy and the headlines were heartbreaking "sage white already sleeping around" "another cast member of Elvis is probably getting used by sage" "Andreas is calling sage out for a whore" "3 man in less then a month" damn those hurt I felt so bad for her I had too many emotions I felt bad for her I was being a total dick towards her I was mad at my self for hurting her feelings I was concerned she was out in a random club drinking to numb her feelings because what I saw on pictures I knew she wasn't sober and I knew her good enough to know the reason she's drinking and last but not least I was jealous I know we didn't have anything but I was still jealous of darce even though if I wasn't a dick she's be laying in this bed right next too me I saw different fotos of her that press made there were also some videos of them dancing together too an Elvis remix and lest just say I'd kill too be darce at that moment and I knew I had only myself too blame I just kept laying in bed at some point I think I even cried which is pathetic she was supposed to be crying she was hurt by me not the other way around but I knew I couldn't get out of this room either and I was thinking about sage the whole time and I hated it I really did I tried anything until it was 1am and I opened the small balcony door too a very tiny balcony I could barely stand on I was just standing there looking outside with still a little red eyes but it's not like you could see that I mean it is night I looked outside over the city I started feeling more tired with each second outside so I went inside again but before I stepped inside I saw bright lights it looked like it came from a car so I just looked at the car but I kind of wish I didn't I saw darce and sage step out of the car and hugged goodbye my eyes started tearing up and I had no right too but I couldn't help I felt really guilty towards her I know I'm the one that's wrong but i let the anger get the best of me and I really need too work on that stuff

A part of me wanted too sprint down the stairs too talk too her about everything and how sorry I am but I knew her and I also knew this wasn't the right moment too talk and that we were both going too die when we had too see each other on set and act like a couple like we kind of did before we had this argument because she was literally laying in my arms while she was sleeping and we kissed in a ice shop so yeah.. I went back inside finally actually going I laid in bed listening too some music too calm my thoughts and it sort of worked I woke up around 6:30 am and got ready for today also mentally preparing myself for sage and reminding myself I can't get mad at her and I can't be too impulsive I'm getting way too nervous for this I ate breakfast at the cute little eating place I luckily didn't run into sage I know I couldn't escape her but I waited as long as possible to meet her just avoiding the confrontation this was one of my red flags and I knew it and hated it but it was me and I couldn't change it I walked away from the breakfast and went too my room to get my stuff and my car keys I walked out of the hotel seeing a nice car parked outside I saw 2 people it was a big further away but I couldn't see it verry clearly one had a but dark brownish dark ginger hair and I think was a guy next too him was a girl with brown slightly curled hair they drove away and suddenly it clicked that weren't just two people those two were sage and darce

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Okay so yeah sorry for no post was just a bit busy with all type of shit including horse riding I don't know how too feel about this chapter tbh
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