Chance by chance

Choices

Jack remembers bad experience after bad experience, his parents were absolute assholes and he didn't even remember it, shell would stand up for jack, so they sent her away, she never returned, they blamed that on jack too, may was jacks only friend, whenever she was around they would act like a happy family, the second she left the performance was over, once mays parents died, she was adopted into jacks family, she was treated similarly, jack held it together better then May did, jack was used to it, may was new, every night she would cry and jack would reassure her that everything was ok. Jack relives every moment as he watches his 8 year old self Get better at cooking, get better at cleaning, he watches himself grow up and start to forget,May forgot as well, they went on believing that they lived the dream before jacks parents bit the dust, jack was aware , he couldn't break the news to May so he rolled over and just thought, he didn't know what to say, he had to break the news of his pregnancy to iida and kiri and he was debating on telling may the truth, he was torn, all he could do was just say it, he couldn't beat around the bush.  He got up and walked to iida and kiri, " I got some news, I don't know if it's good or bad" jack said, " tell us, we're here for you" kiri said, " I'm pregnant, I don't know how" jack said,  kiris face lit up, " omg I've always wanted a kid" kiri said, " I'm not ready for kids" jack said, kiris smile dropped slowly, " we're not gonna force you to do anything, it's your choice" iida said, " I don't have anyone to take them in if I keep them, but I'll feel guilty getting rid of them" jack said, " take your time, if anything putting them up for adoption is always a option" iida said, " yeah, I guess" jack said, " you'll have to drop out probably, you can't fight like this" kiri said, " I'm so tired of people telling me what I can and can't do, I'm not dropping out and I'm not gonna be perfect, I'll figure it out when I figure it out, everyone needs to just hop off my back, fuck" jack yelled,  he disappeared, " mood swings are common in pregnant people" iida said, " guess we'll just have to get used to it" kiri said