Chance by chance

Plan

Jordan couldn't sleep, she just layed  awake all night thinking, she was scared of being a outcast, so she spent years of her life making herself likable, all she ever wanted to do was fit in, she was fine with following the crowd as long as she belonged somewhere, now look at her, a 7 years long friendship down the drain in a couple of minutes, and a broken stinger, the amount of friends she has isn't gonna help her become a hero, being likable to fit in socially is one thing, but now she was the outcast because she couldn't use her quirk, that's worse then not having a quirk at all, imagine having something and knowing that you can't do shit with it, you can't get it removed and it can't be fixed, so why have it, she was gonna try to stay hopeful, it's a 50/50 chance, it all comes down to how bad the break is. She thinks about how she could have been a amazing hero, or how she could have used her venom to knock out patients in the hospital, the possibilities were endless, but of course it was the ones closest to her who fucked her over in the end. She lays her head down on her soft pillow and scrolls through years and years of pictures, meeting Dylan O'Brien, going to Coney Island, moving to Japan, weddings, baby showers, parties, everything, she climbed her way up the social latter just to fall deeper then where she started, " what happened to ride or dies, or 4lifers?" She asked herself, she put her headphones on and played music to drown out her own thoughts, she tried to sleep, every way she turned hurt, she had to lay on her stomach to keep her tail from touching stuff, it was a hassle, so she just stayed up, she'll have time to sleep tomorrow, not like she could do anything anyway, couldn't practice, could fight, couldn't do most of the things she used to, and it was may and Alex's fault,jordan  knew she had to get them back some how, she just didn't know how, or when. She sat in silence for hours, the longest she ever went without speaking, forming plan after plan, scraping plan after plan after plan, " too basic, won't do enough damage, that's stupid, why did I even think that was a good idea? Too hard, can't do that without my stinger" she said as she flipped through the notebook that is her mind, she got nowhere, going back and forth with herself, a familiar sound flooded her ears, it was time to kick some ass, and she wasn't finna wait any longer to get Alex and May back for what they did, she got suited up and went to the location