Love Fades, But Mine Never Will

I fall into your sunlight

•Rose Hathaway•

                  "Kiz wake up we're almost at St. Basil's. You're gonna wanna get dressed." Abe says gently nudging my shoulder.

                I blink my eyes open and yawn loudly. "Did you really let me sleep the entire time, Old Man?"

            "You looked like you could use the sleep Kiz. I'm guessing you haven't been sleeping well lately?" Abe offers me a shrug and a smile.

          "You're lucky you're right. You have food yes?" I ask stretching as I stand up. He nods and I grab one of my bags before heading back to the bathroom. I slip off my clothes before reapplying some deodorant and a little perfume. I then brush my teeth and apply a little red eyeshadow and a small amount of eyeliner. I apply red matte lipstick and smile. I pull on black stockings before pulling on a dark grey skirt. I then slip on a red long sleeve blouse and slide my feet into my red Doc Martens. I slip my red heart necklace around my throat before putting on a gray watch and red star earrings. I take my hair down and fluff it up before pushing a dark grey headband into my hair. I throw everything else back into my yellow Hufflepuff backpack and take it back out with me.

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            I sit down and recline back in my seat. "You look nice Kiz. Are you feeling better now that you've changed? Oh and I had Pavel bring you this." Abe smiles before offering me a tray with an omelette, hash browns and a fruit salad.

             "Yes, I feel a little bit more like myself now. And the food is definitely appreciated. Thank you." I smile and take the tray before digging into my food. I'm quiet while I eat.

           "Do I need to have a conversation with Mr Belikov and Miss Dragomir?" Abe asks seriously.

            "No Old Man, you don't need to threaten them. I left to give Dimitri space. And as for Lissa, she hasn't been a good friend to me in a long while. I left for space from her as well. I don't want to end up resenting them. Maybe one day I'll be to the point where I can be around them again and forgive them. But right now it hurts too much. So just leave it please?" I ask looking him in the eye.

           He sighs deeply as if he would rather I ask him to do anything other than that. "Alright, fine Kiz. I will respect your wishes. Seni nasıl incittikleri için onları incitmek isterdim, kıymetli kızım.  Yapmayacağım, ama sadece yapmamı istediğin için." Abe sighs looking grumpy.

            "I have no clue what you are saying Old Man. Though if you promise to teach me all the best swear words I will gain a healthy appreciation for Turkish." I smirk.

            Abe lets out a loud laugh and clutches his stomach. "Ah Rose, bana çok neşe getiriyorsun.  Size Türkçe öğretmek benim için bir onurdur." Abe grins sharply. I tilt my head in confusion. That sounds like acceptance to me.

          "Would you be willing to visit whenever you have an opportunity? I want to get to know you better but I don't think I'll be leaving all that often. If ever. We could make up for the lost time. Dad." I say in a moment of seriousness testing out the new word. It actually feels really nice.

            "Oh Kiz I would love that. I will visit you so much you'll get sick of seeing me. The word you're looking for in Turkish is Baba." Abe smiles before opening his arms up. I allow him to hug me and I wrap my arms around him. It feels really nice actually, I feel safe in his arms. Though not like when Dimitri held me in his arms. It's different but a little similar.