SHADES OF SILVER. KTH | 21+

chapter 61

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Third person's POV.

There was stillness of voice in the atmosphere. Deprived of any voice the voicelessness was creeping throughout the bedroom.

One kept her silence while the other was waiting for the voice of words. Waiting for the boy to speak up to get into the bottom of it.

And Soobin doesn't know where to start. No he didn't want to talk neither he wanted Storm to be aware of everything happening.

No.

That's the least thing Soobin wanted.

For Storm to be aware of his past and recent life.

Life has never been the same for Soobin ever since. Not even when Storm kept her distance or when she walked away.

To say Storm's life has affected his own life would be the least thing because there was more.

The more he thrived as a teenager, the more he discovered about himself and the more he was persuaded to be a Man like his father from whom he soon was going to inherit.

Of course he had to grow up as a man.

And he was forced to be manlier and more cunning. Training physically and mentally to be stronger and manlier.

But the truth was he was too fragile by heart. Not having any control over emotions he tears up at moments in life and that was something he had no control over.

If you talk about his childhood, he was very much fond of pretty things when he was little. Playing with dolls and dressing up which makes him feel pretty outside and inside.

There was nothing wrong with that, right?

Feeling himself and dressing up with his own comfort shouldn't be a problem right?

Oh how wrong he was.

Growing up he realised how his needs and tastes are changing. The more he tried to have a gasp onto his urges he was discovering more of himself, another part of him which he as a man felt too foreign.

Femininity. Qualities or attributes regarded as characteristic of women or girls.

Rather being muscular he rather found this unknown Femininity in him more fascinating.

Dressing up in a bit more colours and sassy with crop tops. Shading eyelids with a bit of intimidating shade.

He felt it all like embracing himself.

But as odd as it is his family was aware of all of it and both his father and mother despised that new found adaptation of his.

Storm was another case though.

He was totally devastated after realising how his sister completely abandoned him. And let's just say the after effects when his parents came to know about it weren't very pretty in the mansion. But no. Soobin could never blame his sister for walking out because even after she walked out, each and every day he had bared his parents, spitting absolutely shame about her.

So he won't ever question her for that. But what hurted was he never mattered to her. She left him alone without a word. The least she could have done was let him know but no. It was as though he was invisible.

But for Soobin it was a vast change for the worse.

Knowing how fragility was becoming a physical part of him, Lenzo put him through physical training with his men.