SHADES OF SILVER. KTH | 21+

chapter 63

WARNING🚨: There may contain detailed sexual content a head. If you are uncomfortable with this then please skip this chapter.

Third person's POV.

The sudden high pitch voice of the lecture snapped her from the daze making her look upto the source of voice. Her eyes fluttered when the soft wind from the ceiling fan made a few pages to flip. It was mid afternoon and not gonna lie she was feeling a bit drowsy.

Shifting a bit on the seat she sighed while keeping her both hands above the book on the desk.

Such a calm afternoon.

Life these days is different. Her normal days at home were different. Well life sure takes vast turns in her life indeed.

It's been a while since Soobin has been living with them. To say it was something else would be an underestimate.

After having a withdrawal that day, it was really worst for him ever since. He was really into craving and his withdrawal was being nothing but real bad.

He would throw up often in a day and empty his stomach with whatever he consumed that day which worns himself out. The burning pain creeping from inside of his body makes him want to claw his own skin which leads to him begging to Storm. Begging for something.

Cocaine. Ecstasy. Painkillers. Cough syrup. Anything.

For fucks sake he wanted it more than anything. He wanted nothing but to consume that happy drug into his system like a vacuum. Numbing all his emotions to nothing while turning his surroundings into that illuminating daze which felt unreal to his eyes.

The simple touch feels like igniting fire in his body. Light weighted in head it felt floating across the atmosphere. That's what he felt. Absolute heaven.

And yet he was being denied from this abnormal craving of his no matter how much he begged.

He begged not once or twice but several times while crying out to Storm only for her to not give him what he wanted. She even took a few days off from college to keep a good on her brother.

Keeping him calm and making sure he stays grounded. She made sure his body wasn't much heated while keeping a wet towel on his forehead and often rub a wet towel on his body to keep that body temperature in control.

And Taehyung?

He was there. He was just there. Always.

He stood beside Storm at needs. Giving a hand to take care of him.

Having a mental breakdown randomly was really something. Soobin would cry out like a lunatic at times while holding his ears closed. Making his point clear that he could hear screams which were too scary in his head. And what scared him most was that this voice was very much familiar to the painful voice he used to hear in his childhood which blended into multiple voices. Creeping inside his ears, making his body sweat, twitching his muscles in alert.

He would beg to stop all those voices of pain to which Taehyung would really calm him down while reminding him of the present.

Reminding him on where he was and how his sister was close in distance and mostly reminding him of the present time.

Letting him breathe at times Taehyung would voice about the current surroundings and distant voices of his sister. Asking him whether he could hear the voices of the nearby or he could see the vision of the flower vase or something else. A little reminder of where he really was.