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huh? the fuck? i can't move...oh my god, i can't just sleep decently can i? this is probably a lucid dream. but i can't move. it's dark...it feels like i've been like this for a while...or...did i finally die...?
(y/n) tries to stir, trying to move. however, her body refuses to obey. she can't open her eyes either, and she can't feel anything. it feels as if her entire body had been frozen, leaving only her mind intact. she tries to focus on waking up or getting our of wherever she was, but she felt like she was in endless darkness, aimlessly there, floating.
damn...i just wanted to skip school...how'd this happen...i wonder how long it'll take for the sleep paralysis to end? i mean, i did take a few more sleeping pills than normal...oh wait, maybe i'm actually dead. aye, god you hear me? don't check the files with my search history ok? i'm not a sinner i swear!
as time seems to drag on, (y/n) feels her conscious getting weaker by the moment.
ok, so i'm getting tired....if this is just a dream, it's feeling hella real. or maybe this is just me pending to be let into heaven or hell. at least i'll get to meet my friends down in hell if i go there...no, i'm pretty sure it's because of the damn sleeping pills i just took. man, i sure hope my parents get home. but they probably won't for another week.
(y/n)'s thoughts begin to jumble and she has already lost track of time.
it's been a few hours...that's for sure. it could have even been days, but i can't tell since i didn't bother counting. it gets boring. man, i wonder if i will ever wake up? if i'm already dead though, i wonder how long it'll take for the school and my parents to realize (y/n) the little brat went. haha, imagine if i made it onto buzzfeed unsolved murders. actually no, they'd rule it as suicide because if i'm dying from anything, it's those sleeping pills.
at least i won't have to worry about crippling expectations and fear of failure. man, i'm going to feel a bit bad for the students at school that i help with their biology homework though...
not that i care enough or anything.
trying to occupy her thoughts, (y/n) tries to fight the feeling of fatigue creeping up on her. she was ready to resign herself to forever darkness, but at the last moment, she forced herself back to consciousness.
do you really want to die a coward?
"do you want to be seen as the girl who talked big despite being insignificant and never accomplishing a notable feat?"
"i want to become a surgeon so i can save grandpa!" i guess i really did talk big for someone as low achieving as me. all i did was act smart and sit around trying to look pretty.
