(this chapter is not meant to mock/make fun of people.)
theonlystraightone: HISTORY IS GREEN
dustybun: HISTORY IS YELLOW???
willthewise changed his username to fruity
fruity: HISTORY IS YELLOW MATH IS BLUE SCIENCE IS GREEN ENGLISH IS RED (a/n thats how it is where I live)
theonlystraightone: NO HISTORY IS GREEN MATH IS RED ENGLISH IS YELLOW SCIENCE IS BLUE
madmax: OH HELL NAH
glasscloset: NO JUST NO
themom: NOPE
theonlystraightone: MATH IS RED
fruity: NO LOOK
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theonlystraightone: BULLSHIT
amERICA: NOT BULLSHIT
theonlystraightone: HISTORY IS GREEN MATH IS RED ENGLISH IS YELLOW SCIENCE IS BLUE
themomshusband: THERES THE DOOR
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fruity: ^^^
theonlystraightone: IS IT BECAUSE IM BLACK?
dustybun: NO
fruity: IS IT BECAUSE IM GAY?
theforgottenbrother: your gay?
fruity: NO IVE JUST BEEN CRUSHING ON MY BEST FRIEND FOR ELEVEN YEARS THEN HE GOT WITH MY SISTER AND I HAD TO THRID WHEELER THEM FOR LIKE 2 YEARS
fruity deleted a chat
fruity: pls tell me no one saw that
amERICA: I see everything
fruity: fml
glasscloset:...
fruity: kms
madmax: WILL NO-
*dustin made a group chat* *dustin added, mike, max, el and lucas*
dustin: I know will was probably joking but i'm still concerned
mike: i'm not telling you guys what he said.
max: understandable
mike: el can you check on him
el: he just walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower
max: didn't he shower earlier?
el: yeah, he did.
*with will*
"stupid. stupid. so stupid." tears fell out of my eyes. I started to bite my lip "bleed.". I wanted to feel pain.
!TW! sh
I looked in the cabinets till I found something anything that could help. I had found a sharpie. I rolled up my sleeves and wrote things people told me. after 2 minutes I looked at everything written on my arms "fag" "kys" "die" "zombie boy" "mistake" etc. I up my pants as high as they go. I looked around for anything sharp. I had found my razor. "1" I whined in pain. that one cut soon turned to 10 then to 15. I quickly bandaged the cuts and changed so it looked like I showered.
!TW! done
I got out of the bathroom went to my room and grabbed some stuff that makes me happy like my sketch book, my paint and comics. I stuffed it all in my backpack and left a note on the table saying "I went out for a little ill be back by 8pm. -will" I left that note for my mom so she wouldn't get worried. I went to the woods to calm down and cry. I only went there so el wouldn't find me.
