almost heaven

The Past ; Jin Pov

5 years ago : Jin Marrying Jung Jisoo

"W-what are you saying Hobi ..
Slow down , I can't understand you"

Hoseok was panicking as he called Seokjin . He stuttered so much, And Jin tries his best to listen intently but the way Hoseok speak so fast and crying , he couldn't..

"Ji- Jisoo s-she's in- she's in the h-hospital..she f-fainted and her head-
Gosh! Seokjin! Pls come! Pls come.. I'm begging you.. I can't see her in pain ..oh my God Seok-"

Seokjin gets it.and like a rush of a thousand wings he gets his stuff

"Hold on!hold on .. okay Hobi listen.. first you need to calm down.. I'm coming to you , okay? .. I'm coming!"

He runs after turning off the call..
He known Hoseok for so long-
Actually since Hoseok's birth..
They treat each other more than a siblings..

And knowing how Hoseok loves his younger sister Jisoo..
surely he would panicked.. like everytime Jisoo was bullied because of those jelouse girls from her school everytime Jin and Hoseok fetch her..

Jin were always there.

Jin and Hoseok was always there like a knight in a shining armour..
who will beat every guys and girls who mess around their baby Jisoo ..

"Hobi!"

Jin runs to the man whose sitting outside the OR, facepalm, when he lifted his head, his face was flushed red, eyes was fluffy and red for hours of crying.. his shoulders trembling

"Jin! Oh my God Jin! I don't know really don't know what I'm gonna do! I could die ri-"

Hobi ran to him ,Jin giving him a tight hug, he taps his back before letting Hoseok go..

"Tell me what just happened..
But pls calm down okay? ..
Believe me everything will be alright"
He said leading Hoseok to carefully sit-down while gently rubbing his back..

"I was waiting for her to come down .. because we're both late in our offices..
But minutes past and she never came ..
So I decided to go upstairs and knocked on her room.. and she wasn't answering.. I took the master key to open it because I'm fucking nervous -
And-" he paused because he can't stop himself from crying too hard remembering the scene at Jisoo's bathroom

"I saw her laying like lifeless on the floor .." he again facepalms " her head was hit on the edge of the sink..
There was so much blood -"

"Okay..okay stop Hobi.. it's okay..no I-I mean she will be okay ..alright?.. " picturing the scene with Hoseok story-
Jin took a deep breath.. he at least need to calm himself.. He felt nervous too, the fact that he don't know what's happening Inside the OR....

****

"C-can you say it again??"
Hoseok and Hobi were both in front of Jisoo's Doctor..
"You heard it right Mr.Jung-
Your sister is 3months pregnant"

Hoseok was shock..
his palm unconsciously covering his mouth , he turn his body left and right .. the news was so unexpected!

Jin's mouth left agape .. Jisoo never told them that she was on the relationship with anyone..
She doesn't need to hide anything or whatsoever. She's at the legal age ..
Hoseok and Jin were open with her ..

"W-wait- wait.. "
Jin motioning his hand Infront of her Doctor
" do you mean..
She's pregnant? " The Doctor nods

"3 months!? Fucking 3months! -
Whatthehell!!"
Hoseok kicked the chair in front of him and Jin automatically hug him to stop and calm him down..

" Hobi! Stop it! Calm down pls-"
Hoseok pushed him
"The fuck Jin telling me to calm it down!?? "
His finger pointing Jin..
Jin just bow his head not wanting to argue or give him a fight

"My sister were on distress and I'm fucking idiot not noticing a bit of that.. she's bearing it all!! And now look !- just look what damn happened!"

Jin just listened.eyes lost on the floor..
He felt it too, why didn't they noticed that Their Jisoo was struggling..

"Hobi .."

his voice low and calming ..
It lessen the mood .. and Hobi looking at Jin, his look changed from anger to being guilty..
Jin was also feeling sad and confused and him acting like an asshole wasn't helping..

"Jin.. I-Im sorry.. I need to sort things out.."
He left the room..
Leaving Jin and the Doctor both taking deep breaths..

"Talk to her when she wokes up..
There's more you needed to know-"

That gives Jin a hint to look at him..
"What do you mean, Doc?"

When he asked ..just then the Doctor pulls some files at him..

"She's been trying to abort the pregnancy.. that was the cause of her fainting! A 3months pregnancy is almost hopeless to abort.. what's terrifying is that.. she's doing it without considering the risk.. it almost get her killed "
The Doctor looks seriously at Seokjin..

Seokjin brush his hair up.. fisting it a little..

"Anything we can do... Pls suggest anything that would help.. I don't know .. I don't think she can-"

The Doctor cuts Seokjin.. and his mouth agape by his suggestion..

"She needs someone to be with her..
Call it a knight in a shinning armour..
But whoever he is .. he's a big help"

*****

When Jisoo woke up.. it's one hella rounds of head and heart aches but Hobi manages to calm her without asking for sedatives..
It may harm the baby inside her.

And Jin just stare and silently watch them.. hours later Hoseok bid goodbye to bring them food ...

Jin took the moment, trying to talk to Jisoo..

But all he did was look at her and Jisoo wasn't even trying to look at him , she doesn't even want to talk to him..

Until she fell asleep again..

" Jisoo,baby... Pls know that I'm here for you.." he whispered before softly kissing her on the forehead..

"Jinnie Hyung.." he heard before he actually end that little kiss.. pulling out softly he watch her beautiful face
Again filled with tears..

"I don't want this.."
She whispered crying.. something that could melt Seokjin's heart right at the moment..

"Shhhh... Don't say that
The angel right there.." he softly touched her unnoticed baby bump.. carresing it softly..
" she doesn't know anything baby.. for now .. I want you to listen.." he looks at her..
Silently reading her face and praying that she won't Broke down again..

When she doesn't speak, Jin continues
"Tell me what can I do.. for you and the baby... Anything sweety-
Anything!"

Jisoo looks at him ..then slowly shaking her head and giving him a faint smile.. the saddest one..
" You can't -"

"I can be a father to him"