almost heaven

let's get wild!

Warning!!!
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I promised this is not yet over😉....

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"Did you order all that?.."
Jungkook said looking on all the foods he has prepared
Seokjin shakes his head puting down the Tray on the bed beside ...
He sit beside him..

"I cooked all of it. How's your feeling?" Jin soothes those tattoos on his arms..

"Sore..." He said in horse tone...

"So ... No more rounds? "Seokjin said planting kisses on his shoulders..

Jungkook doesn't speak.
He watch him trailing kisses on his tattooed arm

"J?" Seokjin stopped on his ring finger..
He stared at it then at Jungkook..

" I married him a long time ago"
Jungkook said meeting his eyes..his orbs supporting sincerely truth in whatever his saying..

He assured that.

"How long?"..

"After my grief.. "

Jins expensive eyes changes from curiosity to concerned..
"Jungkookah-"

"I can't tell you now-
Jin I'm sorry.. "
His eyes became wet.. he had to bite his lips to stop himself from crying..

As Jin stared at Jungkook, he felt the heaviness .. he wanted to know.. he wanted to ask.

But he choose to keep silent.
He avert his gaze back to the "J" tattoo on his ring finger..
Kissing it longer..his eyes closed..
Does he been through that much?.. what happened love? Why can't you just tell me.. his tears slowly falling until it lands on Jungkook's fingers..

"Hyung..."
As soon as he felt the wetness on his fingers, he turns to him

"Why can't you just tell me everything
..
I wil listen jungkookah-
I promise .
I needed to know.."

"Jin-" still suppressing his tears from falling..

" I have prepared everything for you..
That day Jungkookah, " leaving his hands to wipe his tears
He Stand up..
"That day.. I-I .. I was so excited.. I have prepared your favorite flowers.. chooses your songs.. and foods and drinks- and...
My heart beats fast as I kept waiting for you.. I've waited until midnight...
Then I came to your house the next day-"

"Jin stop!" His voice hard
He doesn't..
He never wanted to remember what happened that day..
He clutched his chest..
Tears starts falling, he can't stop it anymore
"Please stop.."
His head down..

God!

Jin staring at him hands on his waist..
He doesn't know what to do.. seeing Jk in this state...

He sit back beside him..

"I-Im sorry.. "

He stared at Jungkook. He never wanted to see his love like this.. he wanted to touch him.. pull him into hug.. tell him that it's okay- everything's okay but ..

He just can't, he also suffered a lot..
So much .. he almost end his life

He decided to stand up and leave-

"That day-
They were killed.." hands stop from twitching the door knobs.. his head slowly turn to look back at Jk.. he had that blank face.. no reaction.. gaze no where.. but that unbearable pain can be heard while he's talking

"We were ambushed.. I don't know how ..
Or why I was left alive-
How I wish i-"

"Jungkook no!" He runs to Jk , hugging him as tight as he can..
"Don't ever say that.. Don't!"