almost heaven

Not- without you!

" your flight is at 9am tomorrow.. "

Hoseok said while looking at Jin drinking his wine in one go.. Jin nods after putting his glass down and pouring another one..

Hoseok Shaked his head , turning to his own glass , shaking it

"Do you really wanna go?"
Jin turned at him, then drinking his wine again-

"Ofcourse "

He poured his glass again , when he's about to drink ,this time, Hoseok stopped him by holding his wrist -

"Then you should go home and rest"

He said still holding in his wrist and staring straight at Him
Jin put down his glass and brushed off his hair with his hands..

"You know I can't sleep.. those nightmare's -
It's scaring.."

He said while his heads down.. hands resting on his neck, he seemed like crying with his trembling voice..

"Have a peace of mind Jin-
Go and talk to him-"

"I can't!"

He said simply wiping his eyes, while the other hand holding the glass of wine again his stared at it before drinking it again..

"Why Jin? Stop hurting yourself! I'm sure he'll forgive you.. Taehyung has been worrying about the two of you"

"I'm afraid.. I don't wanna hurt him anymore -
I don't wanna lose our baby-
I will just put him in danger.. I don't want that"

"Then go! Be brave and talk to him-
It won't hurt"

Jin Shaked his head ..

" I tried but -
Twice but Namjoon has been stopping me .. I tried calling him .. Namjoon has his phone telling me to leave him alone or..
He'll take him away..
It's hard for me Seok-
I don't want him to take Jungkook away , not this time..
He won't let me see my child .. I'm so scared to lose them"

"When was that?! He doesn't have to right to that! Does Tae knows it?"

Jin Shaked his head..
"I don't know-
But I won't take a risk"

Hoseok sigh.. Jin wipes his tears again pouring his glass again.. Hoseok has seen Jin like this-
But that was years ago..  it hurts him to see him this way again.. Jin is breaking into pieces once again -

" Jin nothing bad will happen ...
Just go and talk to him.. I know he's been waiting for you to come ..
He's just waiting for you to fight for him.. Come'on I'll drive you home"

Hoseok stands up.. Jin do the same following him..

When they reached the parking lot , Hoseok open the door on the passenger's seat of his car but Jin stopped him..

"You go home Seok, I can drive..
I'm fine"

"Are you sure? You're drunk"

Jin move to his car..

"I'm not.. go home and take care"

" Then be careful Jin, go home safely.. bye!"

Hoseok watched him as he entered his car and drove...

****

Jungkook was standing at the balcony of his room watching the rain .. it's getting heavier.. until he saw a familiar black Ferrari parking infront of the mansion..

Jin!…..

He stand straight.. watching how the car door slowly opening ..

Jin came out , holding a bouquet of his favorite flowers.. his eyes went straight to where he is standing..
Jungkook's knees was trembling..
His heart beating so fast.. his tears starts rolling down his face..

Jin was staring at Jungkook.. the rain was pouring heavily but he doesn't care soaking wet .. his eyes doesn't want to blink, Jungkook was there ..
Standing right there ... Staring at him..
A smile formed on his face..

But when Jungkook step backward and walked inside his room .. closing the door on the balcony.. then the curtains..
His smiles disappeared..

And when the lights turned off , his hand that's holding the bouquet of flowers fall to his side... Heads down.. he bites his lips trying not to breakdown.. he wanted to scream Jungkook's name and ask him to go down he kneeled down as his knees became weak.. he let out the tears and cried

" I love you Jungkooah-! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!!!"

He kept on crying until he decided to stop.. slowly he stand up holding on to the door of his car.. the flowers was discarded on the floor..

He opened the car door -

But a sudden stop falling of the rain stopped him..

Wondering how, because the rain isn't stopping ..

Until he heard a soft sweet voice he's been longing to hear..
He turned at his back-

"You should hand it to me in a right manners .. how could you just leave it there like that?"

Jungkook was holding the umbrella on him while the other hand already has the bouquet of flowers he had picked up..

"Jungkooah!-"

Jungkook just stared at him ..

Slowly he smiled at him..

"You're always looks hot when you're wet"

He said jokingly, but Jin was stunned ..
Still processing the moment..
He can't believe Jungkook was standing in front of him , holding that umbrella for him.. and the flowers-

He hugged him!
So tight! That Jungkook was almost squeezed..

"Jin you're  squeezing my bump!"

"I missed you! I missed you Jungkooah! Oh my God! Please forgive me! I'm so sorry --Im sorry! I missed you! Damn! "

He can't believe Jin was crying!

Jungkook cried as well-
But with smile on his face.. Jin was still hugging him tightly..
Jungkook hugged him back ..

When Jin pulled out from the hug he kissed him hungrily..
Jungkook kissed back with the same intense..

"I love you Jungkooah-! I love so much! I'm sorry for bringing you so much pain! I'm sorry ! "

"Jin.. it's me .. I was just so jelouse that I don't realize what you've been doing for me-"

" No baby! I was wrong.. so wrong ! It won't happen again! I won't let it happen again ! God! We almost-"

"Stop!"..

Jungkook kissed him so deep hand go around his neck .. umbrella was disregarded.. but his grip on the flowers were so tight..

"I love you Jin.. that's all that matters!
From now on I will always trust you!"

"You scared me baby! I was so scared of loosing you-
Of loosing both of you! I will never forgive my self if anything happened to you.. God I'm sorry!"

"Jin you are forgiven.. I will always forgive you... My live will always forgive you ... I love you so much!"