Freedom

Un dreamt Dream comes true

I returned to the village, at the banyan tree, Sanjay stayed alone, with Jimmy. "Hey" I said. "Sit here" he said, we both sit under the banyan tree, looking the night sky. But Jimmy collapsed my concentration by the barking on me. I saw that Sanjay was sad, I didn't know what to do, I laughed him, but not worked, finally...finally, the village people asked us to leave from the banyan tree, to make a drama on that particular night, all people were came to see that, we also sat there to see it. But I couldn't find her. So I left Sanjay at the place, and went to see her. At her home, Their family drama held at the front of their house, I couldn't understood, what's held there, but only one I knew, that their parents were torturing her, I didn't do anything, as she wasn't their relative, I returned to the drama, and continued to see that.
                 I understood some scenes, although It's in a different language. The background song seemed to be a love song, by it's tune. The drama went good. The hero made heroine happy at the drama, "but any drama doesn't end happily like this"I thought. All over seemed to be happy, except she. She was sad, I didn't like to see her in sad, "It's the time" I went on the stage, and sang, Sanjay helped me, I know although I sing very well, everyone laughs. It happened, Sanjay danced comedically. Finally she also laughed, but when I fell on the stage, accidentally, they laughed madly, but It made lot of pain for me,
Then all were ended, we went to sleep, the morning came, like before, I went to see her boat, "Sanjay started to read "Thank you for made me laugh and for new shoes" "ahhh, how she knew that" I amazed, "hey, she thanked for god I think," he said. "Ohh ok". "There wasn't anything in the paper" Sanjay said.
At the banyan tree, My back was so paining, I didn't tell this to anyone, as they could laugh again. But Sanjay brought a medicine for my pain, "I don't know how to use it"he said. Then he asked at her, how to use it, she replied with actions, I also could understood it, "how she knew about it"I questioned. "Ohh, I forgot that, she gave this medicine" Sanjay said, "what" I amazed. It made me happy, among many people still saw me with a sneer. After finished the breakfast, we went on a visit, through the river, with our dog.
                                 The trees were dancing for the breeze them self. Then we went wildly, far from human societies, for a better nature. The bees loved to drink honey from the wilderness flowers, but I didn't see anyone of it drank from the temple's sacred flowers. "I don't know"Sanjay said. Sanjay said that he wanted to sleep, I also let him to. But this nature didn't allow me to sleep, I was still enjoying it. The river water, so tasty.... Un expectedly, the money that I had flew through the wind, It went too far from me, I just let it, to nature as a gift for show me it's beauty.
            Then we talked about unknown subject. Then Sanjay told "I want to show you something" "It is night, where are you going, we should go to the village now?"  "Please come It's the dream star" he pointed a big star. "This can complete your dream, just think something you want, by looking the star, and throw away the money, you have". "What, sorry I already lost it". "Ahh you lost a once in a life time luck" he said. "Ohh so what, do you have money?" I said, "yes" he said, he dreamt for something, finally we returned to the village. At the banyan tree, Ganesh came near to us, "where were you going?" said Ganesh. "Why" we asked, a girl searched for you, yeah she is that, he pointed at she",I couldn't understand that. Sanjay said "ok, I go to see her", "why" I asked "she want me", "ok" I said,
                    Then they both talked something. I just tried to imagine their conversation.( "Ahh, why did you searched for me?" Sanjay said, "nope, wrong call, I searched for him, your relative" she said, "ohhhhh" Sanjay might amaze, "ok, why did you search for him" Sanjay said, "ahh just, I didn't see him, so I searched, then?" "Nothing, ok bye" Sanjay said) ohh! This dream just chilled my body. Finally Sanjay came, "She searched us for a paper-boat"he finished.  I...I... It made me unspeakable . I went to bed directly. The morning came, this time I did a paper-boat, and Sanjay gave it to her, finally she had written her desire that I expected the most "I needed a relief from my parents marriage torture, still I feel pain on strips, where my dad beaten, also for loosing my anklet, I felt like jailed, that's why I visit at you often, Could you make me free....?" It made me to cry, at the point, when I opened my hands, her anklet, I stole it from her, as a memory", a cry by me, I hated my self, ran towards her, to stop her cry.
                  She was not in the temple right now, I searched, then left from the temple, asked to all people, but..... I couldn't understand them. "Ohh! At the time, her father might beat her", I thought, I felt like on a knife tip at the point. Finally I saw her at a field, before the sun light, I want near at her, "I am sorry, I stole it from you" I said, and gave her anklet, but she thought but she thanked me, As the language problem.
                     "I already gave her anklet, but this couldn't cure her pain", I thought. I saw her eyes, still filled with tears. I left the place. Went to Sanjay. "Do complete her desire, as she believes you as a god" Sanjay said.  But I refused it, The night came so fast, and I needed some light, to do a drawing, for the first time after 10 years, to reduce my pain.
I used the excess wax for light, and the wax started to melt, like my mind.
I drew it, at the last page of the drawing book, which was used to make paper boats. Then I went to sleep. "The next day she wrote like "can you sing me a song for me?" Said Sanjay, "how she believe a god can sing?" Again he said. "I don't know, let's wait" I said. At a front of the house, I saw that the hero and heroine, fought for a sweet, although the actress, gave her live for hero, at the drama. I laughed in me, life also an incalculable drama. When I walked passed the artists' house, on farmer asked me to do a farm work, I accepted, at the field, I got a chance to play with a small child, like chief's son.
In first, he refused me, because of my color, after I worked in clay, when clay hided my skin, we joined, in the end, he gave me a kiss also. I felt like the wealthiest. In the evening, there is a no sign of any paper boat, Sanjay said " I already gave her a paper boat". It's not seemed to be good. I ran towards the village center, unexpected expectation there.
At the temple, some girls were readying her for a function, I thought. Sanjay ran behind me, and reached me. "Hey, Is she going to marriage" he said, "what" I murmured. "Yup, It's a setting for a marriage, what are you going to do". I relaxed for some time. "Why I am confusing" I thought. "Mm..ahh... Let us leave from here" I said to him. "Then your choice" he said. We went to the banyan tree, stayed calm. But Sanjay started to scolding, "do you forgot her desire, written at the paper boat, what are you doing", "stay calm, It's my life, please" I said, Sanjay left me with Jimmy, and went to see what's held at the marriage.
For the first time, Jimmy looked me with out a single bark, I touched him, the first fear filled touch, he accepted me, shook his tail. Suddenly he barked, "why did you change suddenly, yeah, I know, this question can be asked to me also, but I don't know the answer, tell why you suddenly barked at me"I asked, but It continued, I frightened, suddenly I heard a sound, behind me, "hey " Sanjay called me. "What Sanjay" I asked, "they are here to ask loyal from you" , "me what" I said, suddenly a old man started to say something, It only looked like he is scolding, then Sanjay started to translate that, "you hear calmly please, he is the father of her" pointed at the particular old man, and started "he arranged her's marriage today, but the pride doesn't like it, as you already kissed, and hugged her at public, so the pride believes that she lost her change. "Then" I said, "you are responsible, for her since now, this is what, his father said". "Ohhh, my mother......." I said. All faces of the people at the crowd, seemed sad, except one, I couldn't control my happiness, and I don't know why, this is the point, that I understand how acting is difficult.
                        Then her father also told something, and and Sanjay translated, "I couldn't help you economically, as this is your fault, so you are responsible for my daughter, marry her in your own cost. "What about her desire?, Isn't a worth thing in this world" I asked. They left with out any answer. In their tradition, there is a necklace which is the evidence for a marriage, so It's priceless, but I should buy it for a long price, I couldn't. She also didn't  ok to live with me, without wearing this. Finally my mother helped me, her necklace is now the evidence for marriage, I wore it to her, in-front of my mother's photo. I thought, She also didn't trained to act, as I saw that she tried to control her laugh very hard. We returned.