Freedom

The big surprise

                           Sanjay said on the previous day, that he wanted to go his village, to retrieve his memories, for the satisfaction of his mind. I gave him a bag, and sent off him. Now we were alone. I thought that, a surprise could increase the love of her at me, and forgot the temper on me. She was involved to make breakfast for me, although she had temper on me. 'This is the correct time to execute my plan' I thought. I just turned her to my side, from the place where she used to cook, and said about my plan, but the real problem was, she couldn't understand my poor speaking at her language, Sanjay... he also went. I just hold her hand and brought her out, she refused, after some arguments, she accepted. We packed our dresses with in a bag, and I had my horse, so we made a ride on it, which was also her first ride on a horse.
'She was very happy about that ride', I thought it while riding the horse. When we were crossing the dense wild, with a narrow, immobile road, at the day I saw a day's magic change from worse to best. I didn't know, that wild was the habitat of wild dogs, I also didn't know that they didn't give up a prey like us, they chased me, to make a dinner. I said to her, please threw a unneeded thing, to live, and she did, a sound of a glass braking heard, I didn't turn, but that sound changed the intention of killing us.
After we reached a safe place, "ohh" I said, 'if there was a glass in our pack, it should my mom's photo', I thought, then The wolves surely distracted by only by my mom. I first in sad, then all my sad changed in temper, at her, I went to her, I saw that she readied to eat her breakfast at evening happily, I knocked out her food plate, when he took his first part of a meal, because It made me so much temper, I also used some bad words. She stayed quite, but I saw her eyes shivering, and a bit of tears also there. It seemed to be enough to feast my temper, and It reduced, I felt like eat a lot, although I didn't. But when real hunger came, I nodded my bag, for a meal, but ohh!....
I saw a scorpion near my legs, I jumped, all my weight gone to the particular hand, which is in the bag, there was a also a sound of class braking, and yes I braked a glass, my hand also, It was paining, and blood comes from the part, the worst day, I have ever met until, she ran off at me, still crying, didn't speak any thing, did some first aid, after some minutes, It seemed to be ok, now all my temper, went to the particular thing, I took it from the bag, and it's 'my mom'.
I sat down, now all my temper went at me, the injury in hand didn't paining.... because there is more in my mind. I saw that she sat down on a stone without eating anything, I made this situation of her. I went at her, with the photo of my mom. I just felt at her lap, "I'm very very sorry..........". I saw my first crying me. But she... she.... Was rubbed me by her hand, finally I got off from her lap. Searched for a food, to cure my baby's hunger. I went into the forest, finally I got some ingredients, but It needed to cook, I collected some water to boil, also took some firewoods. But I didn't know the art of joining these and making food,
                          Then she asked "don't you eat?", it just made me to cry, get up from the place and hugged her, "how could you ask like this", she also hugged me tightly, "because, I love you" she locked my mouth,  not for telling this, but for telling this in my language, yeah she said that in my language. "All I did only for you"she said again, in my mother language. "How you learnt that?, when I didn't see that" I asked, "I have spent many nights"she answered, I have tightened my hold on her. "First proposal from you isn't it" I asked. "Ahh! No"she answered, "what, why" I said, "revise your past"she said, that's why I am writing this diary, but I couldn't could you as a reader. Please help me to find that. Ok let's continue the diary.
She surely gave me the biggest surprise. "But how did you learn that". "It's enough" she finished. The fire started to burn bigger, we sat near the fire.
And I was heating-up some of my dresses near the fire, as it was wet, she was looking the open sky, as It was her 2nd time looking the open sky in an open ground. The fire not only beautified the place, but also her, in the fire she seemed to be an angel, her glowing skin, black hair, small nose, twinkling earrings and her anklet, a whole beauty was looking the sky. But I didn't that she also noticed me, as she said "eyes on your work mister" , I laughed. 'Wait, Is it an injury' I asked to my mind, yeah, I had noticed an injury at her legs, clearly seen by the fire. "What's the reason for this?" said by pointing at her injury. "No just an accident, She said. It was a small injury, I didn't worry about that.
Suddenly When I looked my dress, It was fully dried up, like It couldn't be wet anymore. 'Ohh, I didn't have a dress to wear, except my uniform, any more what gonna do' I thought.
The next day, I represented old tribes, with my new dress, made with leaves, as she didn't like wearing uniform. Finally she saw me with the dress, "why, don't you have any dress, than the burnt" she said, with laugh. "I have only my uniform" I replied. "Then why this?". "I don't do the thing that you don't like anymore" I said. "Ohh, Too much of love" she said. "Please wear your uniform" she said.

                                            After few minutes, I felt rashes on my private parts, The reason was absolutely I used some leaves, which can cause allergic. "Ohh, no" I yelled. It was so paining for me. I hided this from her, as I didn't like that. It should be our last day on that place, but by my problem, I made us to stay there for another one day, and I went to a rest, to reduce my pain and she was alone.
                 After some hours, I got-up, the pain finally reduced, I was happy, came out of from the camp, and washed my face, finally I fully got up from sleeping dizziness, I have waited another two hours for her, but she wasn't, I went to the camp, all things stayed in the correct place, except her. It frightened me, at the table, I saw a meal, with my mother's photo, then in the mirror, I saw my face, there was a lipstick stain in my chin, "ohh, where did you go"I.......asked.
Then I saw a gift box near the mirror, "a bigg surprize" was written there, I knew it's only her, who couldn't write my mother language even more correctly. I opened it, inside there "your lovee was plucked up by your soldiers" a note, with a bottle of water, I took off, and I saw my body covered with the uniform, by the mirror.
                                                                            We both ran towards a way to the dense forest, suddenly I heard a bullet sound from a special riffle, I differentiated it by my experience,but the riffle was  granted to use only in our fort, I decided it surely came from my village, we returned to the village fast, during the way, I have to stop at a place, where he cracked the glass to escape from wild dogs, it was not clearly seen but the photo is her god's. I felt guilty, "she only believed than her god, it my responsibility to save her from my guards" I thought. But the route surely took so many time to reach, so I chose a boat to travel by the river. It took me fast, at the boat, I saw a oar, "why I need this, the river brought me so fast, so I don't need this excess weight"I thought, and threw it. But after at a lake, which I should cross to reach, there was no current like river, and I needed a oar, I saw my village, but I couldn't reach, I tried paddling by hand, it worked but slower.
A few yards away from the village, I saw all village people seemed to be knelled down. Ohh! I saw my wife was also knelled down she already had an injury. "It made me so temper on the person, who wore the same dress like me. I paddled fast.
But, suddenly, the riffle sound started to flow, they were killing my people in row, many people were worshipping god, I knee, my angel was believing only me. Finally I reached the place, I saw Sanjay there, was next, in the row, I shouted, "why, stop it", with my official uniform, but invalid, All turned at me, she also Looked me, with a death fear, I cried... I prayed at all gods, "please give another minute with her" but her face changed and the blood from started to flow from head, where the bullet hit, she felt. The big surprise

"From now who can care me?, who hold my head on lap?, who keep me smiling?, who? Ahh! You plucked all, who loved me, then why you gave me" I asked to.... I ran off to her, I touched at her hands, I saw her injury it covered with rusty sand, how could she skip this pain yet, "yeah It was good, that she died, If she was alive, it only beat for me, not for her, but now, she os free from all pains, like this injury at her knees" I said by crying. "It's a good bye" I closed her eye. I changed my mind, gave up the plan of killing the killers, who were uniformed, because, If I was not the lover of my angel, I absolutely be the killer of angel.