Freedom

Lost my freedom

                   I laughed, what a play of god, but she still made me to cry, I finally went to her before went to the boat, I kept looking her, and crying, I took off the necklace from her neck, I just returned, by the boat. My horse was there, we travelled, to the place where I stopped to continue(at the camp), I got the her final 3 paper boats there, I was readied me to do whatever in that paper but there?? 
                    The first paper boat told that but as it was in another language, I couldn't read that. I kept that, the 2nd luckily, It was just drawn, she drew an apple there, with colors, I smiled with pain, "does she loved this fruit" I said and thought that it couldn't be completed and threw that, but I didn't expect that a squirrel would see that paper, and tried to eat that drawing. "Hey did you need this?" I asked to it, It ran off, at it cubs. I opened the third, it was also drawn. Finally I understood what she need, she drew a key there.
               So I needed to go back to the village of none, I went there, there was no one, it made me pressure, then I went to the temple, the monkeys occupied the temple, the soldiers broke the sculptures as I thought. Finally I saw it, a jailed-parrot. I released it, as it was her desire, It flied, without thinking anything, although some of It's feathers fell down, It didn't cares, and used it's excess to fly, It didn't be fear for monkeys, only flied. It told me more about life. It went evening, 'a perfect time to execute my plan' I thought. I went to the fort, yeah absolutely to the fort.
                  I wore my shoes and started to walk, it made me fear to walk on the road, there was dead bodies on both sides, one body, I saw was a chid, who was killed when eating ice-cream, I knew it by the corn in his hand. My shop keeper, he had a great mind, because he was a cancer patient, but he lived bravely against death till yesterday, he was correct, as he always said, "cancer... couldn't kill me", his shop was now occupied by the monkeys, and other animals, although he didn't like it. I saw one monkey which was eaten the banana ripe already. It had a injury on It's legs and I also knew the reason behind this. About three days ago, this monkey went to eat a banana ripe at Raj's home, and he made the injury, but now It was tasting the same banana ripe, without any problem. I saw those drama artists still didn't joined after their death also, I laughed, after a long time. Finally I reached the fort, it seemed to be painted newly, and repaired. I went to the back side to reach the dumping area, to search an apple dipped curry. I couldn't find it, by an out side view, so I entered into it, and searched seriously.
                   But I didn't know that they brought Jimmy again, as I heard it's barking sound, I stayed still there, but there was no symptoms for a security to find the reason for dog's bark, finally I found the reason why securities didn't come, as It barked for new leader. He walked along the side, and opened the jail, the incident just was amazed me, 'did they arrested the children again from the village' I thought, I knew what was the reason for this as I already been then leader.He brought them out of the jail, I went near, and near near..... to that leader, then ohh, but he saw me, before I passed from Jimmy's home to the jail and signaled to his armies, all of them came with in 5minutes, all rounded me, I just talked with them, to escape, but they forgot the me, they forgot the good things that I did for, in whole they forgot  my love on them, finally I retreated, the leader came front, suddenly I heard a sound, Jimmy barked behind me, I believed a dog cannot forgot the love and went slowly to the dog's gate, and opened....,
                 The leader started to ran off, all of them only interested to save him from  the dog, forgot us, I brought them to out of fort, when we were leaving, one of them said, that he had hungry. Then he himself found a food, which he already hided, yeah It was thing that I have searched. After he ate this, I took the thing, which I needed. Finally I dropped them to the near by villages, but one was the child of my village and there was to look after him, I thought about him, but he bravely decided his future, "I have 30 grains, so I can look after my self" he said, and took some grains from his pocket and hold that with confidence. I believed him, returned to my destiny.
finally I planted apple seeds, which was the only reason for my arrival to the fort. There was no rain for about 3 months, made that place too dry, It needed to be watered, I didn't have a jug to bring water also, the deadline of apple seeds started, I ran off to my camp, to check availability of water, there was no sign. I checked my pack, yes a bottle of water there, but It was the last gift of her at me, I looked that for a few minutes,
                              I have a book to read, when I was in pressure, of all time, I always read a book, and found a way. That time also I opened the page, which I lastly read, so I turned the next page, there was none, the story of the book ended, with out gave the justice for the positive characters in that story. I didn't come to decision, I looked at the back of the mirror accidentally, there were some letters, "here is a good bye, my love, you should live good, my love always only for you, I know you can't digest this, so please also love other things like me." I heard some thunder sound, it told the rain is not far, suddenly I ran off to the apple seeds, and dropped the water, before It was rain, as I wanted that I only help to my angel's new form.
But It made me excite, than my expectations, the rain also came. All things went blurred for me. I didn't know what held after.
Finally, I wake up but all things seemed to be black, I frightened, that I went blind, I screamed more and more, for some time, finally a grandma took off the blanket, which covered my face, and tell something in an un understandable language, but one thing that I understood, is she scolded me. Then she was gone, I got off from the bed, started to went outside, she scolded again, I didn't give any importance for that, opened the door kept the first foot not in the floor but in the water, I didn't expect this, but it held I fell in the water. Then a man helped me, he told me about the things, which held during my dizziness. The man was the son of grandma. They did a 'Ayurveda' hospital. They suggested me to stay here, as it rained heavily, and I did, as I got bored I started to visit other patients of the hospital, I went to the abnormal section. At there, I read the poster, which pasted on every rooms, seemed to be about the particular patients, a poster was about one who had a stone in his room, and sculpturing it for around 10 years. 'Yeah lunatic often useless for the world' I thought. But His story encouraged me to see him with the key hole, but I saw there was no change in the rock, within ten years, I didn't disturb his sculpturing work went to the balcony, the forest seemed to be very beautiful, in the rain.
               After I remembered my apple seeds, ran to the exit, but I can't as water covered the hospital, all it seemed to be that I caged again, I just sat on the floor, and waiting for a freedom........freedom......freedom......