His Maid

Chapter 10

We did the DNA test

She's my mother

I don't even know what to feel or think she tried to talk to me but I shut her off, despite what I taught Kaiden

I'm not even talking to him

I'm not talking to anyone

None of them know how I feel

It's like I was destined for pain from the start

How can you even leave a child by a river, who does that?!

No matter how hopeless you are.

Well ... Apparently my mother

I thought I hated her before

Now that I know who she is I realized I hate her a hundred times more

How could she do that to her first child

Did she even try to look for me?

Does she know the pain that I've been through does she even care?

I hate my life and I just want to go home

That's what I told Lisa
That was the only sentence I uttered after the test results were out

And that's why I'm on my way back home

Sitting in a car next to Kaiden with Lisa driving in front

Poor Kaiden though, he must be going through an emotional turmoil about the news too

He tried his best to get me to talk but I just really want to be left alone

My eyes are begging to be released from holding tears but I can't brake down in front of them

I need to get home first

But I can't deny u few occasional drops as I stare at the window blurry eyed

Caleb

The one man that held the answers to my questions

Tristan murder

My parents

Justice ( for my rape and the abortion)

Even the question if if I could ever be loved

To think he even thought I liked Kaiden

I chuckled out loud and Lisa looked at me through her rearview mirror Kaiden turned too

They must think I'm turning crazy

Maybe I am

There are no words to describe what I feel now

My entire past is rushing back to my brain

So while I was being hit, bullied raped, violated bereaved and every other terrible thing

She was busy being a stupid inconsiderate slut who only cares about get pleasure and not all that she was causing her children

Bitch

And I don't mean that in a good or savage way

The car slowed to a stop

Finally I can let the tears flow

I ran out and rushed into the house

Everywhere is so blurry I can only make out the colour of the door

I ran to my room and locked myself in. I need to be left alone

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Caleb's pov

Immediately Lisa sent me the text this morning that Ari would be home soon I set to work

I already ordered the board with 'will you be my my girlfriend' written in roses so I just needed to hang it and set the scene

I wander why she hasn't texted me though, maybe her phone is dead

I just hope I'm not making a fool of myself

Do I need to get candles?

Hmm that just my be over doing it

I balanced the ladder so I can climb up and hang it

Just perfect

As soon as she walks in from seeing that she will see my note with a rise on it then I'll say welcome from behind

She'll turn around and her reaction will tell if she wants to say yes

I hope she say yes

If she says no...

Damn that would be so embarrassing I sure hope she doesn't say no

I've missed her and it would mean a lot to me if we could start dating

I love her so much I -

Oh God they've arrived

I took my position behind the door and waited

I can hear her running she must be excited.

She ran inside not even noticing the table I set and left for her room making sure to lock the door

Okay.... That was not what I was expecting.

I looked out the window

Lisa and Kaiden were on their way in

What could they have done to make her so upset

Now I'm mad

"What did you do to her?!"

I stormed as soon as Kaiden walked

He glared at me but refused to respond

This boy is testing my patience

I grabbed him by his shirt and slammed him on the wall

" Don't make me repeat my-"

"Stop! Let him go"

I loosened my grip on him as I turned to face his mom

Lisa I mean

"Let him go if you want to know what's wrong with Arianna"

I reluctantly let go of him as I waited for what she had to say

"Aren't you going to invite us to sit down?"

I didn't respond

"Fine then, we'll invite ourselves, Kaiden, let's go"

They walked in and sat on the couch

If I really want to know what happened I guess I'll have to go there

"So? What happened?"

She took a deep breath

"We just found out that Kaiden's biological mom is her mom too"

I froze at first as it took my brain some time to process what I just heard

"Wait ... What?!"

"You heard me"

"So she's your sister?"

I refered to Kaiden but he just glared back at me.

"But how?"

This is so confusing

Could life even get anymore complicated for her.