His Maid

Chapter 9

Spending a night at Kaidens house was fun

he was great to be with and I texted Caleb through out

today is the day Caleb sees his mom

we are all in the car on our way to her house

we are just a bunch of broken up and hurt people here looking for a purpose of life

I wander how Caleb's mom would feel to see a stranger next to her son, will she welcome or despise me

I feel so uneasy especially now that we have arrived at her house

Kaiden and Lisa got out of the car and I followed suit

Lisa knocked on the door, a beautiful woman who can't possibly be forty yet opened the door

"I've been expecting you, come in"

we all followed her in and sat on her couch

there was so much tension in the room 

Lisa was the first to speak

"I will give you guys some space to talk I saw a beautiful garden outside that really caught my eye" she got up and left

I kept staring at Kaiden mom, she's so beautiful and young

she was staring at Kaiden and he was staring at a wall 

maybe I should help them brake the silence

"good afternoon ma'am um my name is Ariana, i'm Kaiden's friend"

"its nice to meet you I'm Karen"

im repeating this again this woman is beautiful, I mean for someone just coming from rehab this is shocking

she looked me up and down then turned her attention to Kaiden

"you have grown a lot from when I last saw you" 

he looked at her with bitterness in his eyes and muttered "duh"

she tried again "you have a pretty friend"

I smiled at her compliment before taking Kaiden's hand in mine and I quietly said so only he could hear

"even if you are not happy with her, at least tell her how you feel or else you will regret it later"

he took a deep breath and looked at her

"I hate you" okaaaay that was definitely not expected

"I know"

ok at least a conversation is starting

"I don't even know why I agreed to do this"

"look Kaiden im the bad one here and im sorry I have made so many terrible decisions without thinking of how they can affect you. you have every right to be mad but im still your mother"

"you lost that title a long time ago I can never regard you as a mother"

that brought her to tears

"Kaiden im sorry, but you are all have left, I let go of your sister, I lost your brother I can't loose at least a relationship with you even though I can never be restored as your legal mom"

I never knew he had a sister but when I looked at him I realised he probably didnt know himself

"what do you mean sister?"

"I have always wanted to tell you, you have a sister, she's my first child. from when I was still very young and stupid and I believed in love

I was still in high school at Boston , my boyfriend denied the child my parents disowned me and I didnt have enough to care for her so I left her near a river that was just like 2 years before I had you tho

when I checked the next day she was gone, I thanked God that she found home and I know she is out there somewhere

you have one more relative who is probably a much better influence than I can ever be, she should be around 19 now if i'm not mistaken

I regret letting her go but at the same time its one of the only decisions i'm glad I made, at least I didn't drag her in my dirt with me

I hope she can forgive me one day and I pray you will too

that's actually one of the main reasons I wanted to see you for

so I can let you know about your sibling so you can find her and maybe both of you can hear my plea and forgive me, im so sorry dear"

Kaiden looked at me and I looked at him

we had the same thing on our minds but I don't want to believe it

there was a high chance that my very own mother was sitting right across from me

addressing my own brother who is Kaiden

no no no that's just messed up this might just all be a coincidence

I really really hope it is