His Maid

Chapter 12

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Hey guys I know it's been a long time but well I'm back again this is not really my best chapter but I hope you enjoy it and this update is all because of anne_rocks thanks love this is for u❤️

"Thanks for coming"  "I didn't really have a choice" I stated bluntly staring back at her which seemed too be making her uncomfortable.

She looks young, very young, too young to be a mother of a 19 year old it's impossible for her to  40 yet how could she be my mom

There was an uncomfortable silence that made me regret coming I was just about to change my mind and get up when she spoke

"You remind me alot of him" "of who?" "Your father" really? Did she think that would somehow make me happier because it only made me mad

"Yeah right, like u even remember him you probably slept with do many men you don't even know which one is responsible. You could have just killed me you know, that would have saved me a whole lot of pain you could have just taken my life right then and there, what was even the point if dropping me there were you hoping for me to have a slow and painful death?!

Well I sure I did anyways because then atleast I'd be saved from this horrible place called the world oh and by the way I've had a very rough journey, and I've gone through pain that u can imagine and I will always pin them to you because if u hadn't been such a slut I would never been born!"

I promised my self to be strong and it made me more angry to feel my tears fall she definitely didn't deserve to see me cry

I quickly cleaned my tears and looked up to see her wiping tears of her own and that softened me a bit, maybe I shouldn't have called her a slut it's not like I know what she's been through either

"I'm sorry" came her broken response "I don't think I can ever tell you that enough but honestly I'm so sorry " "I'm such a failure" she whispered the last part to her self but I still heard

"What was he like?" I asked her
"Who?" "My father you said I reminded you of him, what was he like"

"Oh, he was tall, dark brown hair like yours and perfect teeth, he liked to act though even though he couldn't hurt a fly, he was a devoted christian too and he loved you"

"He knew about me?" "Yes and he was so excited, he wanted to marry me and he told his parents he didn't tell them I was pregnant though and they were totally against us getting married. The thing is Brandon was a preachers kid, we were both in our second year of college then and they felt I would be a distraction, I didn't really come from a good home and they wanted the best for their son, apparently they already had plans to set him up with some church girl once he was done with college.

He was totally against it and insisted on being with me but they didn't want to hear it so he told me that he wanted to travel and find a good place for us to stay so he could come back and pick me and we would raise our baby together it sounded like a wonderful idea so I agreed

He left and never returned, about a month later I heard that he had an accident on the road and died

I wanted to come to his funeral but his parents hated me with every inch of their body because they felt like I was the bad luck that took their favorite child away from them, they even tried to get me in trouble so I had to run away

When I had you I just knew that it was impossible for me to take care of you and give you the perfect life you deserved, you wee to beautiful and reminded me of him too much, that was why I did it

After that everything just went downhill I started drinking and moving from one man to the other, you can guess the rest

Stupid me for thinking I would have a happy ever after from young love"

"I'm sorry you had to go through all that" she seemed very shocked to hear that and gave me a small smile

Then she brought out a beautiful necklace and bracelet and handed it over to me

"He used to buy a bunch of jewelry and stuff for you, these are the only to I could keep. The rest were stolen from some of my past boyfriends and others like the baby carrier I could take when I was running away"

They were simple and beautiful the necklace had a heart at the end with a crown on it and the bracelet was purple with a heart too

"Thank you" "no thank you, for giving me a chance" she gave me a small smile and I smiled back

"Um I have to go now bye" I got up "bye" she replied

I started to walk out then I stopped turned around and saw that she had gotten up to and was watching me and for some reason I ran back to her and gave her a hug like my life depended on it

She was shocked before hugging me back and whispering 'i love you' in my ear

It was nice to finally be able to hold my mother the way I had always dreamed of ad a child

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So it's been a verrrry long time I know and I'm so sorry but I wasn't feeling inspired lately but anyways ur update is here now, please let me know what you think and how you feel comments are always welcome and be sure to hit that star there👇 love u all so much oh and Happy New Year 🥳❤️

Before I forget this is the necklace

And this is the bracelet

See you next time 😘