THE PAIN

⚓️ Fifth talk ⚓️

Amy was a little late, because of her boss, that was getting suspicious about her leaving earlier. She ran towards the hall to reach light brown, wooden doors, that were already opened and Eve standing in between.

" You didn't come last week, why ?"

This time Eve didn't wait for too long. Amy was already sipping on her water, while she was making her way to her usual spot. But Amy didn't respond so quickly and the way she was avoiding Eve's look, was getting on her nerves. But how can she be upset, if this young person is a total wreck of human. She just can't be mad at her.

" Amy ? What's wrong ?" Eve asked softly, sitting this time closer to Amy.

Amy didn't look at her, because of how much she wanted to throw her arms on Eve and cry on her shoulder. But she knew, she can do it. Although, she didn't want to. She just didn't want to cry all the time just by thinking about her past.

" I just want to forget and move on, but it's so hard."

Amy sobs, holding tissue in her shaky hands.

" I know, but you came here to ask for help and that's all I am trying to do."

" Which is ?" She rolled her upper lip up and sniffed, looking at Eve.

" To help you move on, but not forget. Makes it less painful, but you have to talk. Not only about you two, your friendship, relationship, but your feelings."

Amy chuckled, but not like there was anything to laugh. She just needed to, like she wanted to irritate Eve on purpose. Although, she didn't want to, but it was her self defense to not cry or break down in front of someone, that makes notes about her and judges all the time.

" How about that." Amy started, feeling like the anger boils in her veins. " I feel like a fucking homeless dog right now, that is too ugly to be taken to new home, new family. Is that enough ?"

She stood up and took all her belongings. But Eve didn't try to stop her, because she knew, it is going to be useless.

" Are you going to leave now ?"

" I guess."

She did leave, running to her car and driving to her still favorite spot.

On top of hill, she sat and cried, while people were walking there, but she was lost in her pain, that she didn't care or respond to anyone, that tried to ask, if she needs help. She didn't need anyone's help, but all she needs right now is Stephanie.