THE PAIN

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HAPPY 4TH JULY 🇺🇸

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" Hey."

" Come here."

" It's okay Amy.. I am sorry, that it looks like I choose you to be the first and the last one, but it's not true. I really love you.. I am so sorry.."

" It's fine, baby, I am sorry for everything I said.. I didn't want you to leave just like that. But I still need to know it."

" Not long."

" Okay."

" It will be, I promise you."

" ... "

" Amy I am so sorry.. I didn't want to hurt you. Nor I wanted to do it on purpose, but I knew about this cancer since high school.. And I wanted these last years to spend with someone I could love no matter what. But I didn't choose you, because I liked that. I wanted to be with you, because no matter what, you were the first person, that helped me to get over these selfish egoists.. I love you and I really hoped this will last much longer, because I have never asked for the time they gave me."

" What ? Why on earth you didn't ask Stephanie ?"

" Because I was scared and I didn't want to live my life knowing, I will die on that day or the other. I have never wanted to know and only my parents knew. I wanted to keep living like nothing was happening inside of me. That everything was slowly dying and.. I am sorry.. I didn't want to hurt you, Amy.. And I will understand, that you want me to leave immediately."

" You are not leaving anymore."

" Does it mean-"

" Maybe."

" I love you."

" You know how many times you said right now ?"

" Probably not enough."

" I love you."

" I don't want to see you crying, please."

" It's okay."

" Say it again and believe in it, I dare you. It will be less painful, if only you believe it."

" But I don't want you to leave."

" I won't. I will never leave you."

" I love you."

" Should I start counting ?"

" Oh God, Stephanie, stop. That's not fair."

" So you can and I can't ? That's what is not fair."

" Shut up and love me."

" Of course."