Special Section Series : Hiyas (Book Three)

Too Soon

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Katana Sapphire Indigo's P.O.V.

This is not happening.

Im dreaming. I refuse to believe this.

"Where is he!?" I desperately ask him...tito kalen as he came back from that fucking hospital without amaris.

Hindi. Hindi ako naniwala.

"T-they-- t-they couldn't wake him up" his voice trembling as he say this words pero para akong nabingi.

There was a roaring in my ears and i lost track of what else they were saying, no..hindi to totoo.

I look at him wide eyed. It feels like the time slowed down.

I can here myself shouting but inside my head it was empty, i cant think of anything aside from the words he uttered.

Dead. Amaris is dead. One of my brother is dead.

The world seems to stand still you jnow that feeling that you have never felt before, the feeling of total sadness. You feel faint and dazed as if you are falling or dreaming. We were not told that this was going to happen, and i could never be prepared for it. I feel like i was burning up from the insidr out, i feel dizzy but no tears will come. I feel like i have to get out of there, to escape, runaway anything to make this feeling fade. I just don't want to believe that this is happening after everything we've been through?

Kaya ba lagi siyang nagaaya nung nakaraan is this why? Alam niya at wala siyang sinabi?

A part wanted to hit something with the anger that raging inside me.

Nakakagalit. Saan? Sino? Kanino ako magagalit? Why is this happening?

"He cant! He cant be dead bring him back! B-bring him back to me crimson bring him back! P-please b-bring him back to me!" I cries out loudly, to them, i dont care if im being crazy but i need amaris back! Hindi to totoo!

I sharply turn to crimson and grab him by his shoulder tight before shaking him hard.

Nagbibiro lang sila. I wont. Hindi ako naniniwala kasama ko pa siya kahapon. Maayos sya hindi to totoo!

"C-crim h-hindi to totoo di ba? a-are you both pranking me? Fine! You two won already just tell him to c-come out already he cant leave us. h-he's gonna be the best s-surgeon he told-- he told us that crim! why--why is this happening p-please he's seventeen! W-we just got him back so why!? " pagmamakaawa ko habang naguunahang lumabas ang luha ko habang nakatingin sa kanya at nagmamakaawa.

He looks at me with tear filled eyes habang umiiling and thats when i believed it.

Thats when it became reality.

Crimson would never joke about this things, he knows i hate it, he wont lie to me.

Unti unting nanghina ang tuhod ko as i fall down the ground, i cried, i cried loudly like a crazy person with crim following me down the floor and wrapping his arm around me while he cries too.

"C-crimson a-ayoko please a-ayoko ng g-ganito bakit siya. b-bakit si amaris pa" iyak ko sa kanya as i clutch on his shirt, my eyes tighly close as i sob and cry my heart out not caring who's seeing or hearing me.

Fuck them.

Sa lahat ng nangyari sa buhay ko ito na ang pinakamasakit. Si amaris. Sila lang ni crimson ang kakampi ko sa mundong to. Bakit siya pa.