What is life? || Jinkook

chapter 63

After Mrs kim left the room:-

   Jin walk towards his wardrobe and from the lowest drawer , he opens it and beneath his toys from his childhood , he grabs a photo frame,  the frame of her real mother

Who was so beautiful ,that anyone can fall in love with at first sight , that why he is so handsome , because of the genes from a handsome father and a beautiful mother

He holds the frame tightly and sat near the edge of the bed ,

Looks at the frame , and tears starts dropping from jin's eyes:-

This is what I'm hearing since my childhood , that you left for money

You left me eomma because of money

That you were greedy

All you want was money

You didn't love my father but his money

They said this ,mom always fights because of this with appa

She said , he didn't love her as he loved you, when the only thing she wants from appa was money,

but isn't this mom also wants?

But eomma!! did you seriously left me for money?

Did you not liked me? When I was born?

Or  was  i unwanted ?

Mom said , I should thank her for keeping this a secret that I born out of wedlock

That if people get to know about this, no one would respect me or my father

She always said this to appa , that people respect me and my appa because of her

Because of the happy family image that she created to show the world

When the truth is , she never really loved me , or you can say she only talked nicely with me because I'm good-looking

I heard her say this to appa that she only accepted me as her son because I am good-looking and people will compliment her that she gives birth to a beautiful baby

Eomma! Idk where you flew away with that man, I wanted to find you, I wanted to live with you , can't you come back? Did you seriously didn't want me?

The only love I got since my childhood was  from my father , but only once a year as he was mostly away for work, it's because mom wants the company to grow more and more , so they always left me with Sophia, Sophia is like a mother to me, she wipes away my tears, plays with me , and provide me care when I was sick .

Eomma !!! You knw I started to study more heartedly,  I started to take first position in my class ,just because they would recognise this and would come home to celebrate this in way I would spent some time with them, but what they does is to just brag about my grades with their friends or sent me home gifts and sometimes they came home to celebrate with me

And all this happens because you left me eomma !!

I wanted to hate you for this, but I can't

I have never seen you in person, but still I love you!

Somewhere in my heart ,I believe that you are not like as mom and father describes you, you were not greedy , you didn't left me for money,  am I right? Eomma?

!♡♡

06.08.22

I will correct the erros soon!