What is life? || Jinkook

chapter 69

  

Jin booked a ride and both jin and jungkook left the farmhouse without greeting anybody , both sat on the backseat of the car , jin texted in their group chat about him and jungkook leaving because jungkook was not feeling well and power off his phone..

In the car::

Jk:-

Jin?

Jin:

Hmm

Jk:-

We going back home?

Jin:-

No! I'm taking you somewhere else,  I hope you will like that place

Jk:-

I will like that, as long as you will be there ..

And places his head on jin's shoulder , interlaces their fingers..

After a while , the car stopped at a resort

After booking a room , they entered the room , and plopped down on the bed , straight on their back.

But jungkook didn't like the mattress below his back , so he gets up , crawls above jin and lay on jin with jungkook's face in jin's chest , hearing his heartbeat made jungkook relax

Jin's fingers were lightly brushing jungkook's hair , when he asked jungkook a question

Jin:-

Googie? I wanted to ask something, you don't have to answer if , if you don't want to,  I don't want to make you  uncomfortable ..
Can I?

Jk:-

Hmm , ask

Jin:-

You don't like loud music?

Jk:-

Hmm I don't like

Jin:-

Loud music cause you panic?

Jk:-

Nodded again

Jin:-

Can I ask , why?

Jungkook tilts his head to get a better look at jin, took a deep breath,  a long sigh and then said :

I-I was 10 years old , when one night ,it was raining heavily , the clouds were thundering so loud,  so loud , I can hear that sound still, when my father ....my father , *voice changes *sniffles* throw us from the house , without any money,  Ara was very small at that time , my eomma was badly hurt cuz father beat her before that , and that day we spent the entire night in a playground hiding under the slide bridge ..

Jin was listening to jungkook, rubbing his back gently

Whenever I heard loud music , I'm reminded of that night , that night ....

You know jin, my eomma and appa had love marriage , but their love ended ,  before you , I promised myself that I will never fall in love , I will never give my heart to anyone , because that will make me a weak person,  but here I'm  already in love , I don't want to end up like eomma

With tears streaming down his face, Jungkook hiccups into jin’s chest, feeling both vulnerable yet relieved after letting out his deep, dark secrets. 

Jin places wet kisses all over Jungkook’s face, kissing away his salty tears tenderly.

Jungkook, please know that I intend to have this relationship last forever. 
I love you , and I promise , I will love you forever