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Dear Me

Dear unimportant me,

I now hold you dearly

You cling to me as if you are something cold

But your bitterness has left you hot and scars bold

Dear uninvited me,

long have I wished to be happy with thee

But your memories are seemingly blur

That I can't lie but want you far from me

Now I can't trust you and your dreams are sad

The ecstasy your remembrance gives me is very bad

You treat me like a halo

A devil remembered one

And toss me in the darkness

For so long have I gone

Dear uncivilized me,

I can't live with thee

Because of assurance's sake

I still see you pray.

You have befallen your standards

Your morals have reached so low

And now you are looking backward

Moving and keeping up slow

You think you are above

But as I said too shallow

Look at me and close your eyes

Civilization is far from thee

Dear rejected me,

I look through our sorrows

I look through our pain

Each day we break

Because there's always something wrong with what we said

If we look at our past We will find out our mistakes were very bad

We find trouble that leaves us with double

Peeling our skin to rough edges With sharp iron knives and gazes

And all hope seems to be lost

Because you are afraid of the night and of loss

And you think you are too full of thoughts

That no message is a message

And as long as you are concerned Heaven can be like on earth

Dear quiet me,

I know you exist last

Your introvercy and accountability is so beautiful to me

You have tried in not knowing people

In keeping your thoughts to yourself

Weeping is a very good characteristic

Perhaps a little of change would do

But you still go to your secret solace even when the time is due

I wished I had known you better

Maybe kept myself to thee

Oxymoron and hyperbole are friends

But I address you with plea

Everyone complains about your style

Your way of keeping mute in trial

In days, pains and gazes you laugh

Opposition is what you get

And now you feel failed

And I return to thee

My most trusted one

For the time being

You are one where no one knows

Looks or seems like me

Because they cannot ascertain me

Or be like me

Or know me to the extent of your closeness

I close my eyes to be free

But all I feel is uninvitments ecstasy

Dear powerful one

Dear powerful me

The one whose confidence is bound

And I have been subject to thee

I cannot control my ways

I have been unworthy of my friends

And now you leave me no choice

But to stay with you to the end

Characterized I am love

But a warrior too

But a thousand and one

Cannot be compared to you

Your afflictions are more than a hundred

And your thoughts are a hundred and twenty-two

But for you my dear self

I will give you two

One categorized in fear

And the other willingness to dare

Finally dear self,

My loving, self-conscious and beautiful me.

I have been with you till eternity

Please don't make me a ghost

Or leave me with inward intimacy

I was once a battle field

Now I am made free

But it's like uninvitment's ecstasy Has been passed down to me

I can't watch you go

Take me with you

Together we might conquer

In love, two by two