Yellow Eyes {GxG}

Tip of the Iceberg

Cam

I cant believe I almost betrayed Aviva.

My hands have found them selves on her ass and we're grinding into each other "Fuck me!" Sol says in a slutty voice that I cant say no to. I've never had this much problems controlling myself, I really need a release and she's offering one.

What Aviva doesn't know won't hurt her. Right?

I feel trapped. She's trapped me with her body and in this world of free will I feel trapped in mind.

What Aviva doesn't know won't her her. Did I really just think that. Im a sorry excuse of a girlfriend, I should have died at the hotel if it meant I didn't see the day where I became a piece of shit.

But I haven't became a piece of shit,... Not yet.

I bring myself back to reality and out of this fuzzy haze of lust and see Sol gawking at my lips moving to heatfully clash into mine. But I stop her by placing my hand over her mouth and briskly moving to the side. She looked at me with sorrow like she knew I would not go through with it but also like she wanted me to.

"I understand. It was worth a shot. Goodnight" She says

Solei walks past a dumbfounded me standing next to my refrigerator with my dick in my hand figuratively speaking.

She stops just before the hall with her back facing me.
She says "Camdon" and took a deep breath. "Im sorry, it wont happen again." Then she continued to bed.
After a few minutes of me sitting on the floor thinking of naked zombies puking my hard on went down.

I proceeded to my bedroom where Solei was now laying facing the ceiling. She noticed I walked in the room but didn't say anything.

Whatever just happened between us doesn't need to be weird or awkward. It just never can be brought up again.

I decided to sleep in the same bed despite us almost doing something we'd both regret. I laid down facing the ceiling too, im tryin to find a way to tell her that today needs to be erased from existence.

"Look imma be real with you, I don't need this being brung up in the future. Like the future where we find my group." She didn't say anything which made me nervous
"Its just we didn't really even do anything. We were just hugging really close." I say trying to convince myself more than her.

Solei stopped me from ranting any further "I said I understand." She spoke then turned to her side facing away from me again.

I did the same and tried not to think of it as I let the sleep take control.

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I cant believe I almost betrayed Aviva was my first thought in the morning. Second thing on my mind was where did Solei go? She's not here in ned next to me.

I hopped up panicked, with a million things going through my head.
Did she leave?
Why would she leave?
Did she magically learn how to kill Zombies over night?
Does she not want to be friends at all?
I 100 percent hurt her feelings last night.
She left.

"Yo." She said walking into my room with two backpacks as if I didn't just have a mini heart attack.

"Lets get the show on the road. I already counted out our supplies just like you said and yes" she posed a few times "Im covering up, those Zoms won't get a dusty ass finger past this sexy long sleeve and blue jeans."

"I uh... Wh-." Is all I could manage. So I stared like an idiot.

"To be completely honest i'm a bit sore from all that jogging." She announces to break the awkward silence.