As of recently I've had to deal with some things.
They can't all be exposed here.
But I will say that they've made me realize some things.
They've taught me that even if I'm not there for someone physically. Being there emotionally. Even if I have my own things going on can still help others. And sometimes even listening to someone else's pain can help me take a break from my own.
Sometimes it's hard to think about. And sometimes it's all I can think about. Even if I don't want to.
I've also learned that I am the type of person that would prefer the resource to be the one to tell me things.
Someone told me that a certain person didn't wanna mess around with me anymore. And I told them that if that's true. Then they don't have to speak up for them. That the said person can tell me themselves. And in which. When I told them about that. They didn't say that they were done. Because they aren't.
Then that person that said that they didn't wanna mess with me anymore blocked me 😂😂😂