I'm so stupid.
I cant do anything right.
I'm always the one they blame.
It's always my fault.
For once, I just wish it was someone elses fault.
And not mine.
Because at the end of the day I'm human too you know.
I'm broken. I know I am.
And I'm okay with it.
I just wish I could do something and not have someone else always bugging to go with me.
I missed feeling this way.
The tears spilling from my eyes.
The thoughts in my head.
The feeling of death peeking around every corner.
And the thoughts of how I am a bad person.
What do you think. Am I a bad person?
I always shoot myself down.
I can't do anything right. I will always let other people around me down. I'm not good enough for anyone. And I know i cant make everyone happy. I shut people out. I'm the awkward one. I have things going on in my life that nobody else knows about.
I missed being sad because of the dread it gives me.
The feeling I get of not being able to breathe.
The thoughts telling me I'm never going to make things right.
The feeling of life just crashing down on me.
1. Sadness: I miss everything about it.
• Depression: something I already have.
• I feel like shit every single day. And I continue to act like it hasn't happened.
