I love the person that I have become, but also some days I don't. I love the fact that I've come to find the person that I am meant to be. And I know that I will grow. But there's a part of me that might find that scary. Because I don't get influenced that easy. Especially after everything that has happened over the past 4 years, and going. But I'm also grateful that certain things have happened. I don't know if I would be the person that I am today if I didn't learn the things that I have learned. And I don't know if I ever would have been able to handle things the way that I do. Granted. It wasn't all unicorns and rainbows. No, it was hell raining down fire. But I learned a lot about myself. And the person I was to become, in order to get through everything. I have learned how to handle emotions, and how not to act when something isn't right. Or things don't make me happy. I don't wanna be the things that I have witnessed. And I don't want someone to ever compare me to that. It will bother me. But at the same time if they do. Then it's also a compliment because deep down, I know I can be that someone. But I also know that I won't be unless I don't have a choice. Or someone crosses me and does something that's absolutely unforgivable.
