Ever feel like your suffocating.
Like you dont want to be where you are.
And you feel like you cant break free.
And you want to scream. But you cant get anyone to hear you.
And you do your best. But the one you really love leaves you. And you find someone else. But you are afraid the one thing that happened once will happen again.
Remembering how much you loved that one person. And you feel so crazy, you want to be put in a mental hospital.
But thinking about how much it really hurt you. Remembering how much pain they caused.
Thinking about how you gave them everything that you possibly could. Doing everything you can to talk to them. And trying your best to make them happy.
But in return they gave you nothing but heart ache. They lied to you. They hurt you. They cheated on you. And they stabbed you in the back.
The one who you thought would never hurt you.
They ended up being the one who hurt you anyways.
And that still gets to you. Because you cared about them. Alot. And all they do is throw it away like it was nothing to them. Like nothing happened between you and them.
As if that wasn't enough. They decided to hurt you more by not being there for you when you needed someone so bad. And you had no one.
They said they would always be there.
But they werent. Because they left.
They left because they wanted to hurt you. They left because they didnt care. They left because they didnt want to deal with you.
But yet you were always there for them when they needed someone.
You promised to always be there. And you were. You committed to them.
And they just got up and they fucking left you.
And that's not what you do to someone.
No matter how bad they deserved it.
Because in the end they are the ones that left you.
