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Anna,s P.O.V
I sat at lunch with a few kids that I liked I never really had any friends but I wasn't a loner as I had people I could hang out with if I felt like it. I never really fit in with any other the group's around here but when ever I did start hanging with a new group they all instantly took a liking to me. I was sat with Harry, Nick and Jess Nick was Harry's Bro crush with Jess being his actual girlfriend and it wasn't long before they were all over each other. I looked around the lunch hall as I often did when those two began making out as I didn't really want to watch it was weird. I looked around and saw Beth with her friends she was as usual messing around not really eating anything just stealing it from her friends. She was in her own little world until her eyes landed on me and she smiled one of her friends said something clearly aimed at me and then Beth looked back at me surprised.
Over my last two classes I was forced to sit next to Beth as the teacher was assigning seats for this year so I had no choice. I was working on a math problem on the board when a folded piece of paper fell on my book. I looked around but couldn't work out who it was that dropped it so I hesitantly opened it and began reading it.
Hey, I want to apologise for what happened in the classroom earlier but I have nothing against you personally 🖤~B
I looked over to Beth as she without looking at me made it clear it was her that sent the note not that I had my doubts. I decided to give her the benefit of the doubt and wrote her back a small thank you and she smiled as she read it. I got home and my dad was not home but my mom was in the kitten which is where she spends most of her time. My mom was the kind of person who was old-fashioned in the sense that she believed a woman's place was in the kitchen. Not to mention the fact that she also thinks that all you need to have a happy life is a rich husband or something. This made the fact that I was a Lesbian difficult to deal with but not like I ever planned on telling her.
"Hey mom I'm home," I said.
"Hello dear oh by the way that boy from camp last summer called again," My mom said.
"Mom I already told you and him for that matter, I'm not interested, end of," I said.
"But he is a very good-looking young man and I believe his family own a car dealership an international one," My mother said sounding like she would rather marry him.
"Mum I'm really not looking for a relationship right now so please stop pestering me about it, when I feel like I want to get out there and meet someone I will let you know," I said.
"I'm sorry I guess I have been a little pushy lately guess I am expecting you to be just like me without taking into account that you are not me," My mother said.
"Well, as long as you understand I guess," I said as I headed to my room.
I opened my laptop and as I was scrolling through Pinterest for something to inspire me as I got a Facebook message.
Beth: Hey I found you
Me: I doubt it was hard I am friends with almost everyone in our year on this
Beth: No one I hanging out with
Me: What do you want
Beth: Your help
Me: Help with what
Beth: Coming out
Me: You're gay???
Beth: Same as you. Right
Me: Yeah but I'm not the only one
Beth: But you are the only one who knows how hard it can be
Me: If you're referring to my parents I haven't told my mom yet either
Beth: Oh, I see
Me: Btw if you are gay why hag with a bunch of homophobes
Beth: To be honest I am thinking about looking for better friends like you have
Me: You clearly don't know me very well
Beth: What do you mean
Me: I am well-known at the school and know a lot of people but I wouldn't call them my friends
Beth: Right well wanna be my friend
Me: Sure why not
Beth: Cool see ya tomorrow
After about a few moments I saw that she was no longer online I closed Facebook and began browsing Netflix. After watching a few cheesy cartoons my mother called me down for dinner it was Monday so as always every Monday she made BBQ. My mother had a very systematic way of cooking she cook a different thing for each day of the week but would repeat it each week.
"Hey mum there is this girl at school and she was kissing another girl today do you think that is okay," I said.
"Well I agree with enjoying your teenage years and experimenting but I don't see it as a safe thing to do," My mum said.
"So you don't approve?" I said.
"I didn't say that what I am saying is I may not be a fan of it but I know well enough there is nothing can do to stop it, even if it were my own daughter," My mum said.
"So what you tolerate it, even if I brought a girl home," I said.
"As your mother, I will respect your decision but accepting it will be difficult," My mother said.
"Then I should tell you that there is a girl at school that has been catching my eye recently nothing has happened so far we have barely spoken so I won't bring her home if that is going to annoy you but if she says yes when I know what a feet to her I was just warning you," I said.
"Very well, and thank you for trusting me enough to tell me," My mum said as we finished dinner.
Yeah, just wish could tee you everything.
