Quotes and Sayings

Dying Slowly

There are monsters inside her;
Though long ago she used to be pure.

Before times were happy each day;
Now she stands with her friends and has nothing to say.

On her, new cuts arrive;
More dangers are now alive.

People ask her "What happened to you, to your body?"
She replies with "It's a monster that comes when I'm alone. That monster is me."

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Do you guys ever feel so stressed with things that's it's like your drowning in irritability and worry? It's been like that for a while now. But it sucks and I think that if you talk to someone or write in a journal it might help.

I know what it feels like though. To feel like you're way past your breaking point. To feel like you could scream and cry at the same time for just dropping one thing and feeling like you're a failure. But you're not. And you need to believe in that. I can't make you feel better about yourself. I believe only you can make yourself feel better. Others can help of course! But you have to take that big leap for yourself too.

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Sometimes I don't know what to do. Most of the time I sometimes find it hard to just stay happy. I love my friends and family but sometimes I just feel like I'm drowning. Drowning in uncontrollable emotions. Drowning in self doubt. Just drowning. And sometimes I feel like I'm at my breaking point, over my breaking point too. I understand how it feels to just want to give up. On life even. But you can't. Be better than me right now. Fight against the self hate. Do little things for self love. Be good enough for yourself and no one else. And if you haven't heard it today or recently then:

You are loved
You're a strong and beautiful human being
So if you need to turn off the world and turn on some music
Do something to enjoy yourself because you deserve it

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