Through the heart || Midari ikishima

Chapter seven

Sorry I haven't uploaded for so my old friend tried to kill someone lol😔.

Trigger warning : self harm talk

I lowered myself into the hot tub. Is was getting dark outside quickly and the rain continued to hit against the glass pains on the windows.

The warm water made the aching of my body more bareable.  My father had been right about me , I thought as I watched rain trickling down the window panes.

My stomach let out a slight growl as I changed how I was sat. My head was pounding, this was a usual thing for more but something felt off.

I stood up and got out the hot tub, immediately my vision started to blur. I reached my hand out to grab the side of the hot tub in an effort to steady myself, to no avail.

I felt my legs give way and blacked out.

•••••••••••

"Desire?!"

I opened my eyes slightly , lifting a hand to the back of my head that had hit the floor.  Suddenly I stopped, ririkas extremely worried face blurred into vision.

'Shit' was all I could think, realising what was going on.

"Desire are you okay??" Her eyes where flickering from my face down to my arms but her expression was still her normal timid look.

"I'm fine." I sat up , looking away from her in order not to see the look she was giving me.

"I was just walking past are heard like , a crash? So , I looked in and you were on the floor!" She looked worried yet ... annoyed?

"Ririka , I'm fine." I got up , avoiding looking at her all together.

"Oh yes just great lie to me yet again." She scoffed slightly. I looked at her more closely, was this even ririka? I shrugged deciding that I didn't even care all that much.

"You twins really enjoy making everything all about yourselves don't you?" I said under my breath grabbing my robe and wrapping it around myself.

"Well you make it half way impossible to make anything about you. You don't even talk to us it's ..." she stopped , looking away almost as if she felt ashamed of what she'd said.

I gave her a cold look , it was going to take more than their sad sob story at dinner to make me forgive them both.

I walked past her and left the room.

•••••
Third person pov

Ririka knocked on Kiraris door.

"Come in." Came the call from the other side of the door.

Ririka pushed the door open and entered, shutting it behind her. Kirari was sat at her vanity reapplying her eyelash extensions. She glanced over at ririka as the door shut.

"What's wrong?" She went back to putting her lashes on as ririka sat on the end of Kiraris bed , legs crossed.

"Somethings wrong with desire." Ririka was braiding the front section on her hair as she spoke.

"Well?" Kirari was now brushing her nee set of lashes carefully, making sure none fell out.

"I think she's cutting herself."