ill always choose you.

Avoid. Chapter 4

Im flopping so bad rn pls helpp

Ty for reading this i thought no one would read this and i would like selete it so ty for giving me motivation...

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(jonathas POV)

he finally said it... I wanted to reply but, i couldnt. no words came out of my mouth but i wanted to say i felt it too.. Why cant i speak up? then he just ran away. i didnt stop him, i didnt want to, but why did i feel guilty?

when i woke up i felt really down so i went to take a bath and change into my school clothes, my mom made breakfast and after i ate i walked out and went to the bus stop hoping for Sherwin to come...
the bus arrived and i didnt see sherwin anywhere so i felt worried and just got on the bus, i took a seat and waited to arrive while listening to music.

me and my husband by mitski

I steal a few breaths
From the world for a minute
And then I'll be nothing forever
And all of my memories
And all of the things I have seen
Will be gone
With my eyes with my body with me
But me and my husband
We're doing better
It's always been just him and me
Together
So I bet all I have on that
Furrowed brow
And at least in this lifetime
We're sticking together

Me and my husband
We're sticking together
And I am the idiot with the painted face
In the corner, taking up space
But when he walks in, I am loved, I am loved
Me and my husband
We're doing better
It's always been just him and me
Together
So I bet all I have on that
Furrowed brow-

before the song ended i arrived at the school so i stop the music and walk in to go to my class, halfway through i wanted to see sherwin in math class. i wanted to look at his face and admire it.

At math class

there he is. i go to my seat and listen to the teacher, i was relaxed that he was here, i thought something bad happened but now that i saw him i was relieved i kept listening and waited until class was finished, i tried to talk to Sherwin when he was walking out but the teacher stopped me to warn me about my grades. he told me it was going down and if it happens again im out of this school. i go to the cafeteria and get some food hoping that Sherwin would sit next to me like always, but then i saw him sit a few tables away.

after school

i see him so i tap his shoulder "hey Sherwin are you feeling alright? ive noticed youve been avoiding me...is it because of last night?" i say making a worried face

(Sherwins POV)

he tapped my shoulder and i slowly look at him "hey Sherwin are you feeling alright? ive noticed youve been avoiding me...is it because of last night?" he says with a worried face i felt bad that i didnt give him a chance to speak last night
"oh uhh no im not avoiding you its just that i havent noticed you and all that" i say hoping he would believe my lie
"but you looked at me about 4 times today?" he says looking confused i panic and made an excuse to walk away "oh i actually need to water my dog so i have to go" i said while running to the bus to go home i felt relieved that i got out of that conversation but im wondering what he was gonna say back then..

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Yass finally finished ty for reading this omgg my fingers are flaming

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