Mr.Suthilak's Omega

14.hoping heart

night arthit got admitted in hospital kongpob feels difficult to even bteath, his worried chest, he wanted to bang his head. he could not damn do anything for arthit he failed again, arthit's red imprint cheeks says he could not protect arthit again. Tears falling down with his heart trembling in pain. Why life is getting so  hard on him, life keeps throwing all the hard balls and those impacts are too hard for him to take.

The unexpected scenario of arthit being sick, why did arthit have to had those pills? Risking his life! That brought more tears to him he keeps his eyes on ER door as he sits on open ended waiting chair gripping his thighs in tension and sometimes fisting his knuckles to choke the oldman like their is no other day.

Besides kongpob father is with him patting on his worried shoulder, for a second kongpob closed his eyes breathing in and out wanting to control his anger on to kill the oldman he agreed with his father to stay calm he tried to erupt but that does not seen for happy ending for their life he need some more time just some more time. Untill then he wants arthit to bare with him, it means he have to see arthit suffering and that breaks his heart he have to do something sooner the better

As soon as his father took him into hug he cried sobbing harder and harder his loud cries getting absorbed into his father's chest

Mr.kongthanin walks out. As kongpobs father stands to his feet supporting kongpob by his arms around him, no kongpob don't want to hear anything alarming about arthit he is chanting arthit is safe, he is repeating desperately while kongthanin and suthiluck are having a word on arthit health condition, in a snap of alarming words his ears precked in listening with tension shots building in his chest

"Let's see furthermore and his vitals need to be stable, the drug effect should ware off and I am sorry to say this but for now arthit might not be able to conceive. And his heat condition is a big question mark until he get back his health... but yet the back of the hand he need to get support for his state of mind, for him to stay strong"

Kongpob's eyes widen as he looks back to doctor, his uncle nods "let's have some faith, for now its temporary, if this continues it may lead to permanent infertility and as of now I cannot say anything about arthit health conditions he needs to wake up his vitals are being down and his temparature is not getting down,"

Hearing out. He fallen limp if not for suthiluck holding him tight to his chest saying it's okay and arthit will be fine

"This was all because of me right" He had tears as he looks into his father eyes

Suthiluck shook his head in loomy.

"Tell me" he screamed making his father worry

Suthiluck snarled "Kongpob!" He yelled "get a grip on yourself"

He cried with tears streaming down his cheeks "I should have faced everything till the end, why did I bring him into my life" he shook his head "why him?"

His father tried to console him but he denied getting out from his father arms "no I don't deserve to have this consolation.. I don't.. I did nothing to save him .. it was all because of you" He screamed his lungs out

His father eyes were widen for his son accusation which he cannot get the snap shot of a point of why he was the reason and why his son is blaming him.

"..... this...this, happen because of you all my P'arthit is suffering," he guttered

His father shook his head in sadness trying to hold his son but kongpob shook out from trying arms "no...don't"

Suthiluck is not getting grip on why kongpob was being angry on him. Is not he the one who asked to get arthit no matter what at the back of everyone's hand, is not he the one who proposed the bussiness deal with the old man! and got what he want. is not he the one who plan out everything!